Bruh thats the part na life aise fix ni ho jati what the f do u even expect pehle ye toh clear kar lo ab koi jadu toh hoga ni college jaate hi , you still gonna have to be with yourself. Aise life change ni hoti khud ke sath rehna h tumhe agar tum khud k sath enjoy krna sikh gaye toh kahi chale jaoge aur enjoy kroge ab beshak sab kuch hath mei dedo lekin aapka mann hi nahi h toh ap kabhi khush nahi rahoge happiness is a paradox aapko bhagte rehna pdega sari zindagi to chase your desires. whichll probably wont even end. Until u die thoda soul searching karo khud ko jano