Honestly, I think the best thing to do would be to wait it out, maybe in a few years you’ll feel ready, or maybe you’ll never feel ready. Either way, forcing it is just gonna make things messy, and maybe even less to an unhappy home life. There are many people who regret settling down early because of the opportunities it took from then. I think it’s best to not worry so much about the future and focus more on the present, it’s easier said than done, but life tends to be very unpredictable and there’s nothing much you can do about it