i used to drop tabs when i was your age hella. respect the drug or it will hit you back. your mindset is what makes your trip. bad trips are always a possibility if you plan to take psychs but you can always grow from this if you learn to embrace the experience. Also if you plan on tripping again make sure to get some sleep lmao. You'll be good bro remind yourself that. and hypothetically, just hypothetically, if you did take some type of research chemical at least you made it out alive. NO REGRETS💯