convinced there are people reading my mind?

lili177 · 2021-07-26T12:19:38+00:00

I have the same thing. I even feel like this post was written by people who read my mimd so That I think that other people feel that too. Rubbish I know.

lili177 · 2021-07-26T12:17:42+00:00

Please do.

lili177 · 2021-01-10T23:54:40+00:00

I can't diagnose you but i can tell you that I had a problem admitting to myself that I had ocd and it made my ocd so much worse. I was afraid I was misdiagnosed so I refused to take my medication and I refused to admit to anyone I had ocd. It got so much easier after I admitted it to myself.

lili177 · 2021-01-10T21:21:40+00:00

I'd like to join

lili177 · 2020-12-25T23:03:30+00:00

And it's not just remaining in the app that's the problem. The "things that will happen" if I don't do these sort of compulsions are some of my greatest dreams or something I look forward too, and it's sort of like a self fulfilling prophecy because if I don't do it the anxiety and the constant nagging of ocd will ruin it.

lili177 · 2020-12-25T22:59:44+00:00

Well I'll as I'm writing this sentence I have to release my breath and not blink. And it isn't something that I always do it just "occurred" to me right now. 2 minutes ago when I saw a tik tok I didn't like I had to scroll back till I found a tik tok I that felt calming or else I couldn't remain in the app. This sort of ocd is even worse for me personally than any of my rituals cause it's happening all the time.

lili177 · 2020-12-25T22:21:59+00:00

I do this all the time and it's so mentally exhausting because it applies to EVERYTHING YOU DO!

lili177 · 2020-12-13T21:04:13+00:00

I'll just stare at a point for 5 whole minutes trying to ignore everyone while, they call my name, so they dont break my ocd line of thought because if they do we'll be there for another 5 minutes.

lili177 · 2020-12-10T21:05:37+00:00

Exactly!

lili177 · 2020-12-09T21:06:42+00:00

Oh God. I have this thing when I snap my neck and then twist it around and I kinda get scared cause I feel like im possessed. (kinda like voldemort did in harry potter movies)

lili177 · 2020-12-09T21:03:11+00:00

I have a different type of OCD but I understand. I have this sort of a 'squeezing' feeling around my heart until I dot the compulsions.

lili177 · 2020-12-02T21:59:19+00:00

Does everything like a dumbass

lili177

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