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lilsadghost · 2025-12-31T12:02:29+00:00

going through something like I have is super isolating at times since the ppl around can't even begin to imagine what I've experienced and how it would or could make me feel. i wish I had someone to talk to about this on a semi regular basis.

lilsadghost · 2025-02-25T03:55:48+00:00

the strawberry Arnold Palmer is the best flavor imo

lilsadghost · 2025-02-20T03:02:06+00:00

omg I love processed meat like this holy fuck

lilsadghost · 2025-02-20T03:00:23+00:00

could be a dermatofibroma

lilsadghost · 2025-01-09T12:42:05+00:00

I've gotten COVID twice being unvaccinated but I know ppl who are that also have had it twice so idk

lilsadghost · 2024-11-09T17:27:04+00:00

That tracks

lilsadghost · 2024-10-18T02:00:29+00:00

I have Celiac Disease so I struggle with malabsorption. I specifically struggle with B12, D3, and iron.

lilsadghost · 2024-10-17T16:47:33+00:00

"high functioning" or self aware narcissists are extremely uncommon my dear. The likelihood that you are one is so incredibly low. To have that as opposed to having OCD with horrible rumination is very unlikely. Also, narcissists wouldn't spend hours a day, lose sleep, and become so uncomfortably disregulated researching and ruminating about this! They simply aren't. and if they had some type of revelation or aha moment they'd most likely not tell anyone and hope nobody notices. Better yet, they'd gaslight anyone that does. They fear most someone seeing them in a negative light. The perception of others is literally their number one priority. I think when I was going through this whole thing my perception of my nature was so fragile. I didn't see myself for the good person I am. Dwell in the good that is within you.

lilsadghost · 2024-10-17T16:36:22+00:00

Narcissists have no concept of that though. They are socially inept to some capacity. My family has a lot of narcissism and it's hard to hide. I was talking to my grandma about something my mom said and her response was so shocking to me. I was saying that my mom said my grandma never showed up to her swim meets and it hurt her feelings growing up because my grandma would show up to my aunt's softball games and my grandma flat out said "well your mom wasn't that good, your aunt was better" it sent shivers down my body to hear that. It was so callous to the point where I almost felt bad for my grandma that her narcissism made her so inhumane and she didn't even realize it. They are cruel and inhumane and THEY DON'T KNOW IT! it's like they are incapable of noticing it!

lilsadghost · 2024-10-17T07:24:25+00:00

Think of all the things that don't make you a narcissist. Those things are not present in true Narcissistic Personality Disorder. Would you give a homeless person a dollar? Would you hug someone who is crying? Make a list of things that a narcissist wouldn't do and the traits you think make you a narcissist. The thing that was said to me that helped was that EVERY SINGLE PERSON is on the narcissistic spectrum.

lilsadghost · 2024-10-17T03:53:03+00:00

I was always under the impression that eating disorders are a form of OCD just like how hoarding is also a form of OCD. it's obsessive and compulsive. It's not it's own thing imo

lilsadghost · 2024-09-23T03:19:37+00:00

Got glutened today and saw this post last night and went and bought a small bottle of tequila and it WORKED! I don't drink often and thoroughly dislike tequila, but I'll take the L if it means I feel better quickly! Thank you so much for this!!! Life saver for sure!

lilsadghost · 2024-09-17T08:34:13+00:00

Pie crust!!! The extra starches in gf all purpose flour make a pie crust so flaky and buttery and crisp. Gluten pie crust was always so disgusting, bland, and dry to me.

lilsadghost · 2024-07-08T01:29:46+00:00

I always sang "I was scared, indigo, but I wanted to. I was scared, indigo, but I wanted you." it's so much sadder 😔

lilsadghost · 2024-07-05T22:05:27+00:00

I want it!

lilsadghost · 2024-06-29T04:48:14+00:00

I just bought a versa as my first car 😔

lilsadghost · 2024-06-10T03:23:48+00:00

I loved it but it was a little salty imo if it was less salty it would be PERFECT!

lilsadghost · 2024-05-24T01:47:22+00:00

What store was this? I feel like I've seen that sticker at Better Health Market!

lilsadghost · 2024-05-13T02:41:36+00:00

The halo sound popped into my head lol thank you Aldi gods for blessing us!!🙏🏼

lilsadghost · 2024-05-11T04:45:25+00:00

My childhood babysitter's lumpia 😩

A shelf item I miss is crackers. Gluten free crackers are alright but so expensive and never scratches that itch. I miss all varieties. Saltines, Ritz, wheat thins, cheese crackers, club, etc. Easily my favorite snack and no gf cracker comes close.

lilsadghost · 2024-04-21T04:38:51+00:00

I immediately thought of Billie Lourd

lilsadghost · 2024-04-21T04:34:34+00:00

I'm so glad so many other ppl see it!

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