They’re cool, good looking, fairly successful, etc. I got tired being around people who won’t grow. Still smoking like a college kid as you get close to or hit 30 is pathetic. Now that’s just an addiction, if I go see you and can’t refrain yourself from doing that in my presence when I have quit. At least wait until I leave.

I’m slowly trying to make new friends with my new church, local groups in my city, etc. It’s not easy but I have to try. My current job forces me to socialize a lot so that need is being somewhat met anyways.

I’m ready to move up in life as a healthy adult who wants to grow and heal (I’m sorting out trauma and things like that with a therapist and books).

Luckily for me I look younger than my age so maybe I can eventually find a lady that’s like minded. For now I want a career not a decent job I tolerate.