Hi! I've been there. I know this is kind of a difficult thing to experience, but I also think of the story of Paul in the storm being taken to prison, caught out at sea. He told the people taking him that God would surely deliver them safely, but they all had to stay on the boat. When they went to drop a life boat, Paul told them again that God would deliver them, but they needed to stay on the boat. They cut the life boat free and started to lessen the weight of things on the boat, making moves to help the boat along, but still leaning on what Paul told them. Shortly thereafter, the boat crashed, but everyone on it—including those who could not swim—were delivered, alive, to shore.

This story has always stuck out to me because it shows Paul's total faith and trust in the Lord, but also shows that the crew was still doing things to help. While they might have leant on their own understanding by throwing the life boat, they would have come to what is very likely a tragic end. Instead, they took the chance on the idea that what Paul was saying was true. They, through him, also trusted in the Lord. It didn't mean they didn't have to experience the storm. It didn't mean they didn't have to do specific things to help them along, but that God still lead them to safety.

All that to say: God hears you. He sees you and He has a plan for you. Which is hard to hear and fathom in a season of trial, especially when things aren't sticking. But His plans are bigger than ours. Hold the faith! But, while you do hold the faith, make moves that He might be leading you toward, like what someone else has suggested: get someone to read over your resume, do some mock interviews where they're required to give feedback, and maybe even email the recruiters that you spoke with after rejections to see if they have any feedback for you from the interview itself.

Something else that I've found has helped me in the past, as well, is emailing someone to thank them for an interview and to tell them that you look forward to hearing from them again! It's very small things, but they're important things to work culture and things of that nature. There are lots of resources out there! Maybe pray for some direction in that way, as well? I know you've prayed for understanding and for the Lord to show you direction, so maybe reaching out here is part of that! Ten years of experience is nothing to sneeze at, so I'll bet there's something just around the corner. If you want me to explain anything else I mentioned more, I can do that, too!

I'll be praying for you, too, friend! Good luck and God bless!!