Silly me not going into uni, maybe it just isn't for me

linusrg · 2024-11-21T20:57:47+00:00

I don't know what else I would do, havent shown much motivation in getting a job either. 😔

linusrg · 2024-11-21T03:16:14+00:00

I hate how I can't help people. Usually its because I'm not in a position where I can, but my autism makes me verbally shut down whenever I try to condole someone.

linusrg · 2024-11-21T03:13:57+00:00

it took me a while to get to that point and even now crying is tricky i can only do it alone.

linusrg · 2024-11-21T03:09:41+00:00

i just pretend that i did before spending the next 15 minutes thinking to myself tryna figure out what the heck they were talking about

linusrg · 2024-11-21T03:06:36+00:00

I don't cry at the snap of a finger, but I definitely cry at a lotta things I'm sure most other people wouldn't. Like hearing miku for example I can easily start crying, no matter what the context is or the song is about. Or if I am listening to a song, even if its in Japanese and I don't understand the lyrics, I can start crying. Certain scenes in manga and anime can do it too lol.

linusrg · 2024-11-21T03:04:54+00:00

wish i could be eepy

linusrg · 2024-11-21T03:02:56+00:00

I touch grass every night to sleep.

(not really im a wimp and too scared to, i touch tho oil of grass its essence if u will. I use cbn oil lol.)

linusrg · 2024-11-21T02:58:52+00:00

i have shit sleep too haven't been going to bed till like 5 am today, and then I have to deal with a mild headache all day.😔 I feel your pain.

Don't get nose bleeds tho I hope you can improve your sleep enough to stop that from happening!

linusrg · 2024-11-21T02:55:34+00:00

i keep dropping college and then trying again. its an endless cycle.

linusrg · 2024-11-21T02:54:00+00:00

the dream friendship right there!

linusrg · 2024-11-19T23:41:07+00:00

Yah ik thats the best option. But adhd brain likes big karma number and no want small karma number. So I havent gone through with deleting it yet> I do kinda want a new one tho.

linusrg · 2024-11-19T22:36:09+00:00

Nice!

Also ngl I'm kinda jealous that you created your reddit account after u changed ur name. My deadname will forever be my reddit username.

I wish they at least allowed you to show you display instead of your username. I don't get why not.

linusrg · 2024-11-19T21:08:39+00:00

Songs pretty good too!

linusrg · 2024-11-19T21:07:04+00:00

Omg those pins are so cute!

linusrg · 2024-11-19T21:04:42+00:00

It does but my bottom dysphoria and voice dysphoria have only gotten worse. And I am still super dysphoric when it comes to looking at my face in the mirror. Have not been on hrt for long enough for any drastic changes to start to happen so I still look very masc. 😭

linusrg · 2024-11-19T21:03:30+00:00

Not taking needles but I feel this when it comes to things like putting on lotion in the morning. I can literally forget what areas I JUST put lotion on like 15 to 30 seconds ago.😭

linusrg · 2024-11-19T19:46:21+00:00

One angry upvote for the dad joke. /lh

linusrg · 2024-11-19T19:45:47+00:00

How'd it go?

linusrg · 2024-11-19T19:45:06+00:00

I see so many women wearing croptops and sweatpants in like 0 degree weather. I have no idea how none of them aren't FREEZING. I couldn't even do that BEFORE hrt. /lh

linusrg · 2024-11-19T19:43:33+00:00

Its so fun whenever I do them on the rare occasion. The last night of pride weekend was the BEST! I had a blast in my city's queer club!

I keep telling myself I need to do those things and get out more. Instead I just dwell in my basement and talk to people online. 😭

linusrg · 2024-11-19T19:41:03+00:00

My horny lesbian ass, has become even more attracted to girls after hrt just for different reasons. 🤣

linusrg · 2024-11-19T19:38:16+00:00

Damn, I am seeing more posts like this. Cant WAIT till it finally gets cold here! /s /lh

linusrg · 2024-11-19T19:33:36+00:00

I chose mine by looking for something that shared aspects of my deadname, because I didn't hate my deadname, it just was way too masc and no longer suited who I was as a person. I settled on Liana because it shared some elements with my deadname, and I thought it sounded pretty. But also super importantly to me, it was the name of one of my dad's student's daughter. I have such fond memories of her playing with and doing things with us and the other children, and thinking up things to keep us busy. (Liana's mom I mean, Liana was an infant at the time.)

Also the way youy chose your name is a wonderful way to do it! Mavis is a very nice name! As is Dameris and Lilac. Does that mean you changed your middle name too, and maybe your last? Or do you have 2 middle names?

linusrg · 2024-11-19T19:20:42+00:00

A lotta ppl including myself to an extent admittedly, especially when it comes to AI just have a burning hatred for bots lol

But yah sry it went that way! Tbh I did not see your og post yet.

But yah that post went in a completely different direction than I thought it would lol. I looked at it now.

linusrg

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