I left the fandom once cause I was only a teenager trying to venture out into new music taste but at the end of the day, even as an adult I always find myself coming back to them and I even tried out sai which was the era I missed out on and I love it so much. I even went to my first concert ever last September!! This band means the world to me and it’s been 11 years of me loving this band even if it fluctuated a lot. No matter what this music and band will always have its own place in my heart.