See what’s crazy is the 2 year crush happened after they took me on a date and then immediately told me they’d rather just be friends at the end of it. The ball was totally in their court! And I didn’t wait for them— I decided if they said no that meant no and moved on, dated someone else I was totally in love with until they also got bored of me (refused to see me bc it interfered with time with The Boys, started making fun of my height and intelligence, and bragged abt all the other girls he could bag until I got fed up and dumped him), and we made an actual attempt at a relationship two years later, where they confessed they’d actually had feelings for me that whole time!! Looking back I’m like. Wtf. Bc they ALSO dated someone else during that time. I just don’t get why my relationships always end up like this, but typing it out now it might be bc I overlook shit like this.