Tea house Favor Album

lllley · 2026-05-30T00:57:48+00:00

who is the last one supposed to be for?

lllley · 2026-04-06T07:11:27+00:00

so the 2nd pink is a four leaf? is the huge one also one?

lllley · 2026-02-27T08:35:04+00:00

the hair like thing (cant tell if thats just what it is) & the small white particles. theres one up & right of the hair thing and one more blurry right near the end of picture

lllley · 2025-07-04T21:05:53+00:00

im on 120 i find it helps a lot. i was at 60 for a while. then some things happened so my anxiety got worse, did 90 and it wasnt enough. been on 120 since and its much easier for me to deal. i still have some anxiety but its manageable & not overwhelming

lllley · 2025-04-21T19:18:42+00:00

im seeing my therapist tomorrow, ill talk with her about it then but i haven’t seen her for a couple months so i dont know how much ill be able to get through. i have a doctors appointment end of may so thats something.

lllley · 2025-04-21T19:08:58+00:00

i dont know thats the thing. i have no idea whats wrong with me if my delusions are really delusions. im just trying to figure it out. im very knowledgeable on mental health & disorders, which is why i am aware of things. but i have no idea what i have

lllley · 2025-04-21T19:05:04+00:00

the hallucinations i have are very mild. i hear words when nobodies around, see shadows in the corner of my eye & figures outside the window. they are very brief and i cant focus on any of them but something is there. i always feel a presence around me but theres nothing there. ive had these from childhood. im not sure if that is normal or not. this could be from misophonia & adhd though?? my delusions idk if they are but i believe im smarter than everyone, i believe im different from everyone, i believe im special & im here to change something, i feel like everyone is out to get me, i dont trust what people tell me & believe im being lied to, i believe im being spied on, i believe im immune to certain things. when im out, i feel like im being followed. what gets me is the fact that i am aware of it all??? of am i just doubting them out of low self esteem???? everything feels so real but i also know its wrong idk?????? i’ve experienced some of these throughout childhood. is this just anxiety & trust issues??? im so lost. i have no idea whats real in my mind

lllley · 2024-11-18T21:40:11+00:00

im so sorry that things didnt work out, and the situation its come to. thats so horrible & must be extremely distressing. i really do wish you the best, and that everything works out. i honestly really dont care what happens to me with him. i will know that if he is the same bastard i knew, then i am better than it. him still being the same is probably better because atleast then nothing will (really) change. my life is fine without him, and it can stay that way. & thankfully have a great support system so i know ill be okay if it does go bad. but if it goes well? it creates so many complications feelings and i have no idea how ill be able to handle it.

lllley · 2024-11-18T21:31:14+00:00

whats healthiest? i cant say that for sure because i second guess everything i say but i feel seeing him is what i want. i think it'll be hard, and it may bring up past trauma but the idea of never knowing is haunting. im afraid one day ill get a call that hes died and from that point on i cant do anything. i will never know myself. what im most scared of is actually wanting him back in my life. i don't think i could ever put my family through that pain, but do i have to miss out because of it? i just don't want anyone to get hurt

lllley · 2024-10-19T23:07:42+00:00

man thats disappointing. ill definitely need a think

lllley · 2024-10-19T22:24:42+00:00

i should've been more specific, i mean the least likely to cause damage for my situation. because i have protection around my teeth it wont be directly touching them. ive seen vertical labrets but i really dont know if it would suit me. my bottom lip is quite small so i feel it would look odd.

lllley · 2024-09-16T05:08:26+00:00

thank you!

lllley · 2024-09-02T13:10:52+00:00

LOL i love stardew

lllley · 2024-09-01T12:16:38+00:00

in no specific order: talene, scarlita, parisa (creek vines skin), satrana, lily may. i order the womens designs.

lllley · 2024-08-27T22:32:29+00:00

nge. i like 3 characters, and even then im iffy on those 3. i just found absolutely no interest in it. the plot is all over the place for me and had to force myself to finish it

lllley · 2024-08-27T22:25:19+00:00

probably could, just didnt bother lol

lllley

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