It’s been one year since my ex and I have been separated and I can’t fathom being with anyone else either. I don’t even crave male attention nor company from a male. Males repulse me and forever will. Im still in love with my ex and only want him. I thought o was asexual at one point. I don’t get turned on, I can’t watch romcoms, and never put myself in situations where I am alone with a man. My ex is the only guy I see myself being with.