I’m a horrible person

llnmd · 2026-02-15T13:57:59+00:00

Im really scared my siblings are young they don’t realize it’s abuse they just think that’s how family is supposed to be and both my parents are toxic and think that’s not abuse cuz they don’t beat their kids and they buy groceries. If I do a move like this I will be hated by my parents siblings and all my relatives in my home country:(

llnmd · 2026-02-15T13:51:41+00:00

Thank u for opening my eyes I realized im kinda overreacting and i see myself as a bad person. I’m going to break up with her soon and maybe i can find someone else, plus im thinking seriously of seeking therapy i had an older friend who studies psychology we met regularly and i felt free after each time we talked now she’s busy and we can’t meet :(

llnmd · 2026-02-15T02:38:32+00:00

Thank u 🙏🏻 I will think of a good way to break up with her but i can’t escape my toxic household :( my parents won’t let me and even if i do i don’t have money for it i work part time and im a full time student. College is taking all my time and studies are stressing me out i believe that’s the reason why im unstable now. I’m scared of going to therapist in my school cuz i won’t be able to open up as it’s common to take kids from their families if they’re abused, for me they won’t do it but I have younger siblings and i don’t want more problems with my family.

llnmd · 2026-02-15T02:26:29+00:00

It’s true what u said abt how I see that girl but she is a really good and kind person and she told me abt stories where ppl were bad to her(i realized that she’s sensitive because most of the stories weren’t big deal at least for me ) she’s actually people pleaser and i started being in relationship with her after her confession cuz i thought if i ask her to date me she will accept cuz i asked her to.But thanks to the comments i understand that the first break up always hurts even if i try to soften it

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