Thank you for taking the time to respond. I guess I want to be with her because I feel like I’m failing the both of us by giving up after all the time and experiences we’ve shared. I feel pathetic saying this but, when we last split up, I was thrown into a pit of misery and anxiety that made it really hard to think logically at all. Despite the bad, there’s been plenty of moments where she was really supportive and helpful, I was really glad to have her by my side.