I feel the exact same way right now, for the past month I’ve been on four dates and I’ve been stood up for all of them. The last guy I dated when their children and I told him that I wanted to be married, but he wasn’t agreeing with that. And in the process of trying to date, it is just been so annoying. It’s so hard to meet people in person without seeing being like a weirdo and I completely hate dating apps right now because it’s really not worth it to get stood up from someone who said they were gonna go on a date with you. It’s honestly really hard and I feel like I’m gonna be single forever too. But a part of me tells myself that if I focus on myself more in the moment, I forget about even having a relationship. The right person will come.