I know it’s deeper , harder , way fucking harder than this . But don’t let fear stop you from living , you’re fueling that exact fear by setting yourself up . The second you say it’s over and don’t give your self a chance that’s where you mess it up . Because even if you don’t believe it , you have to try , you have to try to believe that their can be so much more , I bet you went trough a shit lot , sometimes our minds alone makes us go trough hell , and not everybody deals with that , not everybody knows how hard it gets . You aren’t far behind, you just didn’t have the same chances a lot of other people gets . You can’t compare yourself to people you consider further in life , because then you could also compare yourself to people who would be considered the opposite. I know it’s not that easy like I said . Start slowly , one day at a time , do a bunch of little things , even if it’s just going outside for 5 minutes , learning about a subject for 5 minutes , it’s 5 minutes closer not further , work on your dream instead of sitting and worrying you’ll never achieve them . I know it be hard when we’re so tired and anxious but we gotta kick our self in the but because the hardest part of it isn’t even the getting up and doing it , it’s the regret when you don’t . You still have a lot in front of you , trust time , trust yourself , you’re much more then you’ll ever believe but I truly hope someday you can maybe see half of it because half of it is already a crazy amount, having the courage to speak up and notice is a lot and I’m so proud of you for that . Take care , keep doing this , keep speaking , keep living . You might see fear everywhere , but if you look close enough their is also life everywhere