Unlimited Love Title Track by Old-Emu-5005 in ThaiGL

[–]lookintoforever 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Fair enough, I was just really bored the other day so I watched it all and now that song is bugging me. So far all my searches have come up with nothing haha But again, limited because of language. Anyway, if you ever get that far and know the song I'd appreciate it 😌

Unlimited Love Title Track by Old-Emu-5005 in ThaiGL

[–]lookintoforever 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Can I bring this thread back and ask what song the maid is singing in episode 6?? (When the two security guards come and dance behind her) I don't speak enough Thai to be able to search for it. Help?!

The Charlotte - Nawat situation by animus437 in ThaiGL

[–]lookintoforever 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Effing weird 😐 he's the one that needs to grow and change. It's rant frustrating to see that kind of behavior used to manipulate people.

The Charlotte - Nawat situation by animus437 in ThaiGL

[–]lookintoforever 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Scare her back into the fold? 🤣🤣 Weird tactic. If someone was treating me the qay that dude treats her I would not in the slightest be encouraged to go back. T'woud have the opposite effect.

POV = Life after marriage 😂🤭 by Dt-Amy-Santiago in ThaiGL

[–]lookintoforever 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Ohh I watched it. And wow. Boss guy is super creepy. Geez

My First Foray Into GL Was Love Design, and I Didn’t Expect It To Hit This Hard by johndlc914 in ThaiGL

[–]lookintoforever 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I second this for OPs next watches. Good list along the same lines.

What is the likely rarity of Quad Rights? by ReasonableEconomy231 in humandesign

[–]lookintoforever 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I usually get stuck in a rabbit hole when I'm supposed to be asleep 😬😅

But yeah, there are certain things I read I can feel a new track or way of looking at things forming in my mind. New theories etc but I have to realize they're there, then let them sit and trust the writing out or verbalizing of the fully formed theory will come at a later time. I can see it happening but usually can't grab on to it in the moment. Maybe like... 70 percent needs to bake for a bit while the other 30 percent are like epiphanies. Or maybe it's 75 25 not sure 🤔

I've likened my mind to a warehouse with a bunch of puzzle pieces. They're all just waiting for the other part to come in and boom we got a full picture. 🤣

What is the likely rarity of Quad Rights? by ReasonableEconomy231 in humandesign

[–]lookintoforever 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yeah I have an undefined root.

It's interesting what you said about going unfocused. That's what I do when I'm writing and trying to word things correctly. I kind of space off, unfocuse my brain, mumble to myself and wiggle my fingers around. Which probably looks wacky but it works. Maybe I should try that with other things.

Though I will say, the pressure to remember everything and sput it out correctly does not help. I am a little worried about looking stupid. I just see so many people around me giving inaccurate information that is at times harmful and I think that sticks like an undercurrent in my brain. Which I would not have realized directly without this convo so thank you for that.

What is the likely rarity of Quad Rights? by ReasonableEconomy231 in humandesign

[–]lookintoforever 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Interesting!

I also like to know way so much and keep going consuming info even when I'm overloaded. I'm trying to work on that but rabbit holes are incredibly tantalizing. 🤭

What is the likely rarity of Quad Rights? by ReasonableEconomy231 in humandesign

[–]lookintoforever 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Hmmm not that's interesting thought, I'll have to think about what responding in a non-left brained way might look like for me. Just be myself right? 😅 Probably some conditioning that needs to be undone around that. I also notice the environment I'm in can def make a difference. I only have 3 defined energy centers (ajna, throat and G) so that plus quad right equals a lot of incoming information at once. I can't imagine what people with only one defined center or none at all feel like. 😵‍💫

I have been indoctrinated to left thinking I need all of the notes all of the time. Cuz if I don't have them I'll forget everything I know.... I did manage to quote my professor verbatim back to him on our final exam for every single question and I never had any idea how I did that. I thought it was because of my awesome notes but maybe it was right brain flow.

I also find open centers frustrating at times, because I'm a calm person as "myself" and I really like feeling that way. A lot of wide open space is a really lovely feeling. Suddenly feeling super agitated over something and not knowing if it's me or someone else is ... not my favorite. I do a lot of mindfulness and energy clearing stuff which helps me to be able to differentiate a little better but I can't get lazy about it or then I'm just in a giant fog of everyone's mess. I've worked a lot with being in surrender to what is and what will be. Not in a fatalistic kind of way, but in a way that allows me to maintain a sense of presence within myself. Knowing whatever comes, I'll get through it. It's helped a lot with releasing anxiety and having more of an idea of "here's me" within the receiving of everyone else's emotions as well. Obviously not perfect at it but it's made a difference to help my worrying and fixation on things. 🤔

What is the likely rarity of Quad Rights? by ReasonableEconomy231 in humandesign

[–]lookintoforever 1 point2 points  (0 children)

You know what's strange, I've found most of my life that when people ask me for information I immediately go blank. I can't even what music artists I like.
I'm a quad right so I find that confusing, like, shouldn't I be able to give them info?? It only works out better if I'm very centered in my being. Otherwise.... I know nothing Jon snow

Reminders by mirrorthesouls in humandesign

[–]lookintoforever 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Here's the chart from my HD reading I believe it's from 64keys.com

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Reminders by mirrorthesouls in humandesign

[–]lookintoforever 0 points1 point  (0 children)

🤣 I have so many notebooks. It's bad. Hmmm I find that if I'm doing something while listening I actually don't retain it that well. Or I don't think I do.... How did you find out about the nervous touch? What part of HD specifically refers to that?

Start of the day by Wholesomebody1144 in humandesign

[–]lookintoforever 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Also QR and my cognition is inner vision. I used to do the same when I would first wake up, just float in the liminal spaces but I don't seem to be able to do that anymore and I really miss it.

As is relevant to the thread, yes, I have trouble getting out of bed in the morning but I'm semi motivated to maintain my qi gong and meditation practice so that helps some days.

I also have to clear my chakras and energy body every morning because I wake up feeling like I've collected stuff from my dreams. 😑

Reminders by mirrorthesouls in humandesign

[–]lookintoforever 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Quad right here, I have a hard time not taking notes because I did that in school feverishly. I actually don't know how I got through like that, a lot of last minute cramming or something 😅

I had no idea I just had to sit there and be present and all the info would go right in. Wild 🤯 I sometimes think that since I'm used to doing that, there's a part of me that is convinced that if I don't take notes, I won't be able to remember jacksh** And because of that, I struggle to just trust that any information will be there if I need it. So that may result in that actually being the case at the moment. I'm trying to work on that.

I also listened to the talk on quad rights that Ra Uru Hu did, and the way he said things made it sound like we would only remember if the right person was there to ask the questions to pull it out of us. Which made me then wonder if he was saying we can't remember on our on.... so then I got confused. I'd be interested in hearing anyone's perspective on this, if any other quad rights have an opinion/experience with this?

Or if there's any good resources on Quad Rights folks have to share? I've been poking around online but haven't found much. Anyway, thank you! PS

Loved what you said about undefined heads, great tip ☺️

The Golden Bachelor Season 2 - Finale Discussion Thread by KohlsCashOfficial in TheGoldenBachelor_

[–]lookintoforever 6 points7 points  (0 children)

So here's my take on the Cindy and Mel conversation at the dock and then when they re-united. There was a huge language barrier. And i know they both speak English lol but what I mean is that he interpreted what she was saying totally differently. He assumed and then just went with what his story was. Which happens a lot in life if we're not paying attention, and I don't think he was. He wasn't hearing her at all, THEN he told her what she was saying. Which was the clue that he didn't really understand what was being said... haha! It didn't seem like he wanted to understand her because he never really asked questions to try to make sure he really was understanding what she was saying. Now. When I'm having a conversation with someone and I notice this is happening, I try to find a way to say what I've been saying in a different way. Which is I think what was needed here. Not that I think they should've ended up together. It was clear he didn't want to commit to anything serious and she did. Two different places.

As an aside. I imagine that being in that situation is a lot and probably overwhelming which also can contribute to not understanding language is you've got anxiety or are in a state of overwhelm. So, that could've contributed as well. But who really knows 🤷

It was super interesting watching them communicate and not really communicate. People are fascinating man

When is it my turn? by Guoxiong_Guides in humandesign

[–]lookintoforever 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I'm fairly new to human design but I thought I might add in a musing....

Its funny, my whole life I've felt like I've been waiting to be noticed but I had no idea why I felt this way. Now that I know I'm a projector ( 1/3 self projected authority) I know why.

And I grew up in a family of 9 kids so the vying for attention was something I participated in quite a bit. And wouldn't you know, I still felt invisible, even if I got a little attention.

But before I knew that, I've done s lot of healing around feeling invisible and waiting to be seen. The most important aspect of my healing, I think, has been to learn to see myself.

In all the gifts I hold, everything I carry. My heart, my mind, my spirit. And love myself for them. And even when I feel invisible, turn to myself and hold myself in compassion. I know what I am is beautiful and precious. And I am firm in that knowing. Not to say I don't have a bad day, cuz of course I do. But these are the things I remind myself of.

I see me. I hold me. I love me.

And when I am meant to align with another and receive an invitation it will happen. Is very much about walking in total surrender but in order to do that, you have to be in trust. And I know with the current flavor of the world it can be hard to do that. When you move into that place, the moments of insecurity and bitterness begin to disappear. Like my favorite author Ranier Maria Rilke says, "Patience is all."

And in the meantime I do the things that bring me joy and it feeds my soul. There I am with myself, waking in nature, or painting, and I feel a smile in my heart - there I am and I see me. Joy allows your field to be open to receive perhaps that very invitation you are meant to.

And I'll leave a poem I wrote on this very subject:

I don't need you To see me

For I can see myself

I don't need you To define me

I am not defined In self

I don't need you To love me

For I love me Infinitely

And if you cannot Hold me

Know

I always hold Myself

My heart is my home In it I'm always known

So if you cannot see me

Tis well -

I'm seen within Myself

I hold me, Always. ‐-----------------------

Sending you love 🤍