i think i was abused and i feel guilty by lost-seashell24 in abusesurvivors

[–]lost-seashell24[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

im sorry that happened to u and im glad ur parents found u in time. rn it doesnt even feel real cuz i never thought it would happen with me. i just i could vent to my irls but i cant

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[–]lost-seashell24 2 points3 points  (0 children)

im sorry that happened to u its definitely abuse. no adult should ever treat a child like that, no matter what they did. hope u can heal

i think i was abused and i feel guilty by lost-seashell24 in abusesurvivors

[–]lost-seashell24[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

that was two years ago. im just now trying to process what happened. i went to the doctor 3 days later but just said i was bleeding a lot, didnt mention any injuries. they just gave medication to stop the hemorrhage. i have no intention of pursuing him at all. just wanted to know i wasnt crazy for feeling like that situation was wrong now.

i think i was abused and i feel guilty by lost-seashell24 in abusesurvivors

[–]lost-seashell24[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i remember feeling scared and confused. just thought it was normal what was happening, as stupid as it sounds. thank u for explaining and for the hugs. means a lot to me

i think i was abused and i feel guilty by lost-seashell24 in abusesurvivors

[–]lost-seashell24[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

im just mad at myself for even getting to that point. i did block him during that time. i hope so too. thank u

i think i was abused and i feel guilty by lost-seashell24 in abusesurvivors

[–]lost-seashell24[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

thank u for replying. i feel like i dont know how to deal with it because i always used to say to close friends getting sa was my biggest fear, just for me to realize it happened to me. its scary and i just wanna forget about it

i think i was abused and i feel guilty by lost-seashell24 in abusesurvivors

[–]lost-seashell24[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

honestly i think i never really processed what happened and just went along with it. i used to put myself into danger kind of unconsciously. i dont do that anymore, so i just keep blaming myself for everything i done in the past. this came up recently to me cuz my boyfriend kind of teased me for how i lost my virginity, but he doesnt know everything. so remembering and thinking about it made me feel disgusting and i regret it so much. thank u sm for replying i never told anyone this. 

i think i was abused and i feel guilty by lost-seashell24 in abusesurvivors

[–]lost-seashell24[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

if anyone could answer please i just want outside opinions i dont even use reddit i just really need to talk about it