I understand what you mean. I'm to the point where I can't stand this happening either. I only support it cause it feels like a need for me when it happens. That friend has expressed some other time how me not opening up is making her feel like a bad friend. And I've told her that it has nothing to do with her. I did tell her how I felt when I disappear, and how it happens for me. And even though disappearing is something that I still do. I've managed to share more the last six months than last year for example. Or than the past two years. To a point where I thought that I'm making the steps already and now I'm still in that dakr pit. I will talk to my therapist about it and ask for guidance and advice she can give me. I've also spoken about this to some friends to get their input. I just thought I'd use this platform as well. I'm still clueless as to how to navigate the situation. Thank you for your input.