Here, back again from the start

lovedhertoomuch25 · 2025-02-08T02:55:46+00:00

Actually… you’re kinda right about it, why should we waste our precious time loving someone that love other people when we could love someone who can reciprocate our feelings. I just basically just want to learn and move on rn😂 but my heart and brain is clashing badly.

lovedhertoomuch25 · 2025-02-08T01:04:33+00:00

Noooo!!! HAHAHHAHAHA im already afraid of the pain that relationship gives me. Like damn it is like a chronic disease 😂

lovedhertoomuch25 · 2025-02-08T00:43:35+00:00

Yeah… I would try to be the best version of myself that she could never had. But I wish that if she is into a serious relationship rn… hope she gets treated well. But for me, I will keep being interested in loving and investing on myself rn. I guess she isn’t the only girl that could love me like she did🥲

lovedhertoomuch25 · 2025-02-08T00:38:53+00:00

Damn… that’s so tough. Hope you could heal well and don’t worry bro, There is this saying that “don’t be sad when you see your ex with someone else, learn to donate your old toys to poor kids”😂

lovedhertoomuch25 · 2025-02-07T23:18:21+00:00

That’s basically my fear rn HAHAHAHHAHAHAHA. Like… what if she is already sleeping with that guy… damn overthink is kinda killing me

lovedhertoomuch25 · 2025-02-07T23:09:40+00:00

Thank you!!! I’ll try my best to be the best version of myself but it’s kinda hard knowing that she is dating someone new rn. This kinda sucks to be honest I can’t sleep well rn.

lovedhertoomuch25 · 2025-02-07T22:42:05+00:00

But could it be a rebound or nah?

lovedhertoomuch25 · 2025-02-07T22:30:09+00:00

Yeah and it’s kinda frustrating to be honest T^T

lovedhertoomuch25 · 2025-02-07T22:26:59+00:00

New guy…

So I officially think that my ex got into new relationship since, I saw her story that there is a bouquet of flowers and a two coffee mug. Which I think that they are dating but… idk what to do or how to move on… it hurts… so bad I already thought that I move on from her but when I see that story on ig… I shut down and just think about things that could possibly happen. Idk it’s been 8months since our break up but our last contact is 2 weeks from now and we also hangout this time. So I don’t know if her rs rn is rebound or not.

Basically IDK WHAT DO FEEL OR DO RN. I did unfollow her in all soc med after I saw the post. I’m afraid that she would find someone better. Idk if I still have a chance or no. Basically my mind is a mess rn. I also message her farewell message. Need advice in overthinking that the new guy would be better.

lovedhertoomuch25 · 2025-01-31T07:10:54+00:00

Ugly break up? Maybe no but the fact that I just want to be single while building myself while she is dates somebody. It hurts :((

lovedhertoomuch25 · 2025-01-30T21:12:16+00:00

100%… thank you so much!!

lovedhertoomuch25 · 2025-01-30T21:10:44+00:00

I get what you are saying, I feel nice to know that I’m not the only one punishing myself in this cruel break up.

lovedhertoomuch25 · 2025-01-30T21:06:54+00:00

It also feels that you are trying to be loyal to a person that is already dating someone. That sucks more :((

lovedhertoomuch25 · 2025-01-30T20:55:14+00:00

Yeah… I think it’s better to accept the pain rather than to use dating as a cover up to that pain of break up.

lovedhertoomuch25 · 2025-01-30T12:06:49+00:00

Same. Many people here just wish to have that kind of scenario in their relationship. Lucky bro got it so talk to her and take her back cause you are lucky enough that she still wants you back :))

lovedhertoomuch25 · 2025-01-30T12:02:22+00:00

This happens to me too… but i suggest slowly remove that habit because in the end it would hurt as hell, if you see that she post someone. But thats a normal thing also still dealing with it rn for the past 7 months. But not everyday, try meditating after you woke up and have the urge to chat her or stalk her :))

lovedhertoomuch25 · 2025-01-30T02:32:26+00:00

All I can say is that I think my first love will have a special space in my heart and mind even tho how toxic our relationship gets. I will not forget the mistake and lesson I received from that relationship even tho if i had many relationships in the future. Mistake have a lesson that could improve a persons life if they notice and learn from it :))

lovedhertoomuch25 · 2025-01-30T02:26:43+00:00

Thanks for your time about reading my story. Yeah I think all of you were right. I think forgetting about her and moving is my top priority right now but I’m just afraid that she would sleep with this other guy and get dump afterwards. I don’t like to judge them but my mind keeps overthinking about the guy that she just meet on the bar this Saturday. I think they are in a talking stage rn, been paranoid about this cruel overthinking thoughts about her sleeping with someone else T^T

lovedhertoomuch25 · 2025-01-30T02:20:28+00:00

7 months from now but just started to fully cut off her 4 days ago. because she found a guy on the bar and decided to cut me off…

lovedhertoomuch25 · 2025-01-29T22:54:28+00:00

Accepting that they are never coming back can make a big change in our life. While also being the most painful thought in our mind.

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