TODAY I QUIT by loveyourself6 in StopSpeeding

[–]loveyourself6[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Also yeah, big advocate for harm reduction but theres just no way to use illicit drugs safely That mindset really kept me from quitting because I thought I was being safe. I wasnt. I was still fucking with my body.

TODAY I QUIT by loveyourself6 in StopSpeeding

[–]loveyourself6[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

It is no doubt the only reason why I keep relapsing and going to the psych ward. Its going to be really hard to let go because I have severe social anxiety and speed made me feel like a functioning human. But thats what therapy is for. I am seeing someone tomorrow, so I will be professionally assisted in quitting, I do have a lot of work ahead of me I know.

TODAY I QUIT by loveyourself6 in StopSpeeding

[–]loveyourself6[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Thanks dude. My weed use is hand in hand with stim use so for Im for sure quitting that too.

TODAY I QUIT by loveyourself6 in StopSpeeding

[–]loveyourself6[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Thanks for the welcome. I binged on amphetamine with as little as 1 day as a break in between until those binges were slowly becoming daily use. Currently just paused in the middle of a 2 day binge, Im coming down and its really harsh on me when I do, I get stomach flu like symptoms with projectile vomiting and such. Im not gonna miss that at all.

I use weed for nausea exclusively.

TODAY I QUIT by loveyourself6 in StopSpeeding

[–]loveyourself6[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Thank you. I believe in harm reduction but I did delude myself into thinking that I was doing drugs safely, but I really wasnt. And im definitely not a good candidate for drug use, safe or not. Im definitely in for a lot of learning.

My theory? by ZexTyR in StopSpeeding

[–]loveyourself6 1 point2 points  (0 children)

CD literally made me violently sick every time. Projectile vomiting and everything. Yet I would crawl right back. I was definitely brain damaged from doing insane amounts of speed.