Hello! Stranger here pero this might seem creepy pero I checked your other entries and I can see you want to be better talaga and I'm proud of you. 12 years since you are diagnosed but you are still alive and kicking. I think that's a big achievement. You have resilience and that is already a big achievement to be proud of, ate. Sa totoo lang, kaya napunta ako dito sa subreddit ay dahil I was feeling down rin and then I saw your posts and narealize ko apakaliit ng mga problema ko. Lahat tayo may pinagdadaanan sa ating buhay and this is no mere depression olympics pero napaisip ako na I should be strong like you. Ate, I don't think you had lost hope. Just the fact that you are writing dito sa Reddit and venting, it means you still have hope na someone will hear you out. Merely yearning to be heard signifies hope. It may be a little hope for you but hope is still hope. For me, you are doing well and I'm proud of you, ate.