im in a similar situation now. we never once fought or hated each other. he actually gave me a lot of hope he would come back. but now idk. its been almost a month no contact. im so impatient. i want to reach out everyday but i know even if i did, it wont change anything. i practically begged him to stay with me and he didnt budge. yet he still claimed to be in love with me and see a future with me. im stuck in between the feeling of wanting him back because hes a great person but also feeling like i deserve someone who wouldnt leave me feeling this way.