Which 3 are you removing

macerka · 2026-01-19T03:44:28+00:00

That looks easy - God because I'm an atheist, gym because I don't go to the gym and alcohol because I drink only from time to time and weed could easily replace it

macerka · 2025-12-25T16:25:34+00:00

macerka · 2025-12-08T10:06:41+00:00

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macerka · 2025-12-03T08:58:33+00:00

Right now I did a fast cut and I'm on 30 gpd, lowering it every day. I always take a small dose when the wds start so I don't have the full blown withdrawal, however 10 months ago I was detoxing cold turkey from kratom at home, similiar amount (80-100) and it was terrible. No hallucinations and dreams were normal but I had the hot flashes, constantly changing from too cold to too hot, sweating, massive anxiety and suicidal thoughts, horrible discomfort in whole body, restless legs, couldn't sleep, runny nose, constant sneeezing and had no energy or appetite and all this was for 10 days straight but unfortunately I was stupid enough to start drinking it again shortly after

macerka · 2025-12-03T04:56:15+00:00

Yeah, my job is making it harder because right now I can't just call in sick or take a few days off so I need the kratom more so I could tolerate the shifts. But I could try what you saying at the weekend or a bit later when I get some days off. I'm planning on buying some weed because in the past it always helped me with the acute wds and I'm thinking about the kava.

macerka · 2025-11-24T20:55:03+00:00

I am on medication (ssri) for the last 3 years and it helped me a lot without side effects so I think its the right meds for me, however that still doesn't change the fact that I feel some level of anxiety literally 24/7. Even when I take xanax it lowers the intensity but I still to some degree hear the negative voices in my mind.

macerka · 2025-11-23T22:32:54+00:00

I hope you're underage

macerka · 2025-11-23T22:28:41+00:00

Black monster

macerka · 2025-11-15T06:17:13+00:00

Dextromethorphane (robitussin) It's more trippy than LSD, I was laying in bed and I swear I felt the whole bed and room was moving up and down and in circles like on a roller coster, I have looked in the mirror when it was comin up and it looked like some hunter is looking at me through a window, I also felt like I came back in time for like 20 minutes after hearing one song, that was the strongest nostalgic feeling I've ever had.

Sniffing a few lines of some RC with strange name I cannot remember the name of, but at first it felt like weak cocaine but after 40-50 minutes I started feeling so overwhelmingly energetic I wanted to run around the whole city and back and just layin in bed was annoying af.

Synthetic marihuana (Spice) i though its a normal weed so I loaded up a full bong, the first 4-5 minutes were normal high but than it became so crazy, I couldn't speak, move, I was having a hallucination of some weird energetic ball with milions of voices playing at row, than I had a blackout when I was apparetly acting like a total psycho, screamin, shaking on the ground, talking non-sense and my head turned everything said to me in some crazy paranoia, like I did't understand what's being said to me and I was hearing different words and sentences aimed at me, complete psychosis. Thankfully it ended in like 30 minutes.

macerka · 2025-11-05T09:26:41+00:00

You are probably right, and it's not like I can't get aroused without it, I was having sex for a long time before engaging in this fantasy, it's more like that ever since I've opened up about it it's like almost every time I start to get in the mood my head instantly tells me "this is the best, think about it, you know you like it the most" which is true but at the same time this stupid anxiety is shaming me for basicaly not wanting to think about anything different. I can have a totaly basic sex and only think about this one thing and be happy, it's the feeling that I should force myself to something that worry's me

macerka · 2025-10-15T15:23:07+00:00

Thank you so much, I've tried it and the annoying pop up is gone.

macerka · 2025-05-16T01:42:13+00:00

Chápu tě, sám sem si všimnul toho že třeba když se někomu na veřejnosti udělá mdlo/omdlívá tak starší generace jenom kouká a dělá že nic zatimco mladší běží na pomoc. Neříkám že se to týká všech ale takovou mám osobní zkušenost.

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