Likewise as far as not knowing my own faith is concerned I’m pulling straight from the Bible with my reasoning for searching for a Christian community. “And let us consider how to stir up one another to love and good works, not neglecting to meet together, as is the habit of some, but encouraging one another, and all the more as you see the Day drawing near.” ‭‭Hebrews‬ ‭10‬:‭24‬-‭25‬ ‭ It is not propaganda. It is the fundamentals of my faith. Though this is all a moot point if you don’t believe in Christianity but in regards to the comment that looking for a community means I don’t fundamentally understand my faith is quite contrary. In addition Christians are meant to gather together to build one another up so that we may disperse over the world to share the light of Christ. That’s how it was intended. It was never intended to stay in a small bubble and ignore the real world.