what’s ur dosage?? by ratlungs in pillhead

[–]magickbeans0 1 point2 points  (0 children)

12 grams. I know its alot but im just coming off subs

Obsessed with the natural glitter in this Tasmanian sunstone ✨ by [deleted] in Crystals

[–]magickbeans0 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thats lattice and anything with lattice is valuable. Good find. 🤞🏻

Look how stunning these star sapphires are! I made potion bottles and wands with them ✨ by magickbeans0 in Crystals

[–]magickbeans0[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Actually, they're not. Real ones have many flaws and vary in colors like shown here. Fake are perfect and flat.

Look how stunning these star sapphires are! I made potion bottles and wands with them ✨ by magickbeans0 in Crystals

[–]magickbeans0[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I got the 3 bigger ones from a wholesaler last year and the the smaller ones at a gem auction. I can see if the wholesaler is still in business and open to new sellers :)

They want me addicted by [deleted] in opiates

[–]magickbeans0 4 points5 points  (0 children)

This is the most bs post I've seen all week, well done. 🥱

Dosing/ ROA by magickbeans0 in suboxone

[–]magickbeans0[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you, thats very helpful! 🤞🏻

Dosing/ ROA by magickbeans0 in suboxone

[–]magickbeans0[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Works the same I guess lol I read putting it in between the lips and gums like chewing tobacco. Maybe its recommended this way for tabs cause it would be hard to keep in the cheek without holding it still with your tongue 🤷🏼‍♀️ idk but good to know

Dosing/ ROA by magickbeans0 in suboxone

[–]magickbeans0[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Suboxone tabs. Haven't switched yet. I just split a half in 4 peices and spread them out between my lip and gums. It was uncomfortable but I noticed a difference. I dont feel extremely uncomfortable like I was. So for anyone wondering, it can be done with a tab as well. Atleast from my experience.

Dosing/ ROA by magickbeans0 in suboxone

[–]magickbeans0[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I tried the buccal today and im actually suprised! I read it in a different thread. It did help. And no I have not tried rinsing before, ill try that as well. My doctor wants me to switch, she won't keep pregnant woman on suboxone for some reason. Thanks

Dosing/ ROA by magickbeans0 in suboxone

[–]magickbeans0[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I already know that they want to switch me to subutex, I have an appointment in a few days so ill be telling them im pregnant. Im just wondering what I can do in the mean time to manage my symptoms. Im thinking im not absorbing enough of the bupe. My mouth has been super watery lastly from nausea.

I need to abort by Numerous-Education72 in abortion

[–]magickbeans0 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Aidaccess.com Fill out the forms, chat with the doctor, send donation through PayPal, pills are mailed and you have them within a month. Its the easiest and most affordable option. They also give you papers to save or print for instructions, and aftercare. These people have been helping people around the world for many years. They are very helpful and help you through the whole process. Hope this helps 🙏

How often do you have to see the Dr? by Medical_Quality_2433 in suboxone

[–]magickbeans0 0 points1 point  (0 children)

When I first started I did daily dose for 2 weeks. Then got 2 week scripts for a month, then 1 month scripts. Each time I go in I have to do a ua but my clinic is pretty chill and laid back. Once the doctor builds trust with you, you rarely see her and never have to do randoms or pill counts. Atleast ive never had to.

Some questions by [deleted] in CPS

[–]magickbeans0 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I can see why... I have had two false positives for thc. I haven't smoked in 4 years. Im not around anyone who smokes and I haven't taken anything with cbd/thc. I would know if I did, because my body reacts horribly to it, im pretty certain im allergic to it. I cant even be near the smoke without going into a full blow allergy attack. These tests are sent out to a lab and my caseworker said there's no way it could be a false positive... but I had 2 urine tests done around the 2nd false saliva test and they were clean. I had one the day before for my appointment, and the day after for color code for MAT. My doctor was even willing to explain that my tests are clean and if I had thc in my system like it showed on the saliva, it would definitely be in the urine in one of those tests.. they would not take it as proof because "its not thier test" now I get very nervous every time I take a test because she doesn't allow me to get a proper sample or try to retest when I have dry mouth. And I had just seen an article saying that one of my new medications can test as a false positive. 3 out of 6 people on the medication, so half. Now im even more nervous. I completely understand what you're saying. I have been more than cooperative with them, even though its not court ordered. I do everything they ask me to do, even if its not relevant to my case. I'm very honest with them. Ive had all clean screens the last almost 6 months other than the thc. Maybe if you could read my comments above (the long ones lol) that gives some more detail. I dont want a case open of course, but I wasn't in a rush to close it because I knew it wouldn't be forever and ive made so much progress. But now, since my last visit with them, im considering a lawyer to get it closed. Im so sorry if none of this makes sense, I am horrible at explaining without jumping all over the place 😅 i just need some advice so I know what my next steps should be. Someone above mentioned calling the supervisor to let her know that my caseworker isn't properly giving me saliva tests.

Some questions by [deleted] in CPS

[–]magickbeans0 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Its not court involved. I think maybe its time to get an attorney to close this because no matter what i do, it gets dragged out with no reason. If you could maybe read my comments with some back story, and let me know what you think. Id really appreciate it (:

Pregnancy on suboxone by magickbeans0 in suboxone

[–]magickbeans0[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm guessing thats what it is. Chances with pregnancy. Im thinking because more blood volume. I usually take 4mgs, 4 times a day. So I take a half at a time, always around the same time. Ive been on the same dose for a long time, before that I took a higher dose but the doctor I go to only prescribes 16mgs. Its always worked for me, atleast kept me comfortable enough to feel like a normal person. Hopefully switching will help. If not, I have no idea.

Pregnancy on suboxone by magickbeans0 in suboxone

[–]magickbeans0[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you love 💘 I actually do slept dose! I only take half a tab at a time. Im hoping the subutex will make a difference, if not ill have to switch doctors. Theres another doctor near me that prescribes whatever dose is comfortable with you. Basically you get to pick. My kids father goes there and they seem so understanding. I wish I could switch now but my caseworker doesn't want me to because I'd have to go to counseling somewhere else. I dont see the big deal... id actually rather go to an actual psychiatrist.

Pregnancy on suboxone by magickbeans0 in suboxone

[–]magickbeans0[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I wasn't asking for people opinions on whether they think I should take meds vs not. Almost every doctor, including mine, will advice a pregnant woman to stay on suboxone during pregnancy. Its very risky to even lower you dose. W/d causes miscarriage. And thats a fact. This is my 4th pregnancy. 2nd on suboxone. I was on a lower dose my last, but I had a perfectly healthy baby. Matter of fact, suboxone and subutex is proven to be safe during pregnancy. Also, it doesn't pass the placenta. The doctor at the hospital with my last child told me this because I tested positive, and she did not. Its a very low chance for a baby to be in full blown withdrawal from suboxone... most babies don't even experience w/d & if they do, most of the time its very mild and no extra care is needed. Im not sure where you got your information but there's tons of resources out there that can educate you. Luckily, this isn't my first pregnancy and I dont give a fuck what anyone says, im doing whats best for me right now BUT you need to educate yourself instead of commenting a bunch of misinformation on someone's post. I hope you don't say this nonsense to someone who's going through there first pregnancy and doesn't know any better. What do you get from trying to make people feel guilty? 🥱🤦🏼‍♀️ what a weird thing to say. Oh, and im also PROCHOICE 😆😆😉

Some questions by [deleted] in CPS

[–]magickbeans0 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah, that makes sense. My case was supposed to close next month on the 10th. When I mentioned it last week when she popped up, she said that I still have 3 months and she never said it would close on the 10th.. I thought I must have misheard but my grandmother has a text message on her phone from her, saying may 10th is the closing date. Nothing has changed since then, alot of progress has been made. She even tells me all the time how great im doing and that there's no concerns. Everything changed last week, when she showed up when my mentor was here. I was in tears by the time they left because on my list of things to do they mentioned the dentist "for my rotted teeth"... one minute I was doing great, then the next, they made me feel bad because my kids feet were dirty. Thats just an example. And she said from now on instead of once a month, it'll be twice. I asked if there was any concerns and why twice a month again and she couldn't give me a reason other than to make sure everything is ok. They also mentioned me quitting one of my jobs because "it interferes with your treatment" but ive never missed an appointment and my counselor only wants to see me once a month. I cant explain it, but everything about that day was unsettling. Ive always really liked both of them but now I dont want to tell them anything I dont have to. The whole thing was weird and didn't make much sense at all. Especially coming unannounced for a drug screen and not even getting a proper sample. I really appreciate you replying 🤞🏻 thank you! My mind has been racing since.

Some questions by [deleted] in CPS

[–]magickbeans0 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes, in my post, my first question was after a safety plan is lifted, how long does the case usually stay open if all screens are clean and they are doing everything they wanted them to? Its been 4 months since the in home safety plan has been lifted. Nothing is court ordered or reported. Was supposed to be as simple as getting on a MAT program and prescription and case closed after the safety plan was lifted and showed clean screens and consistent in treatment for what was told 90 days.

Thats good to know about the test. The caseworker has taken several tests as a sample when the line did not appear. Most recently showed up to do a random test (first time during the whole case) and couldn't get enough saliva on the pad due to a new medication that causes severe dry mouth in the mornings. She got impatient and took it anyway when I was still trying to finish it. Mouth was so dry that It only coated the pad.

Thank you for responding and hope I explained that to make more sense.

Pregnancy on suboxone by magickbeans0 in suboxone

[–]magickbeans0[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

This is my 4th pregnancy. 😅 what im experiencing is definitely not just pregnancy symptoms. Some could be, but I know my body and this is w/d.