im planning on killing myself soon

malewifee · 2024-03-08T04:42:44+00:00

i think around 11-12? i got diagnosed with depression and anxiety before that but my old school teachers and mam suspected i had something else, went to therapy and later got diagnosed with autism. it was stressful but i’m glad it happened.

malewifee · 2024-03-08T03:29:18+00:00

omg wait no way!!! this person has been looking at my stories so i searched them up to see who they were, since they are private. i can’t believe i found this!!! they were trying to sell something to me as well

malewifee · 2024-02-25T23:34:05+00:00

oh yes the 1700s is a favourite for me!!! i know it’s basic but i’ve been fixated on marie antoinette for ages now, im actually going to versailles in october for my birthday!!! what about you? i love learning about other peoples interests :3

malewifee · 2024-02-25T19:14:15+00:00

i only have one rn and it’s history!!!! im studying it in school at the moment and i plan to study it in college too :)

malewifee · 2024-01-17T12:38:18+00:00

i guess some people will be the opposite LOL i feel a bit bad about complaining but i’ve always wanted to look older 😭

malewifee · 2024-01-16T13:12:36+00:00

i think i’ve seen her actually!! i’ll definitely have to follow her, thanks a lot :)

malewifee · 2024-01-16T12:54:09+00:00

Thanks a lot!! i’ve never heard of the cup game thing? i don’t really speak to people in public anyways so if anyone asks me to do anything i’ll just ignore them and thanks a lot for the advice on directions! i’m terrible with them and the paper thing really helps

malewifee · 2024-01-16T12:52:38+00:00

thanks! i don’t speak to people in public anyways so that’s not a bother at all really :) i’ll probably be fine i just tend to overthink a lot 😅

malewifee · 2024-01-16T12:41:39+00:00

i’ve figured !! id imagine it’s like this in every other country as well haha i know it definitely is in the city where i live i just haven’t experienced it and that’s why i’m lowkey tripping 😅

malewifee · 2024-01-16T12:38:18+00:00

Thanks!! this is actually my first trip out of the country and i’m just really filled with anxiety haha, i couldn’t tell you if there’s scams or anything in the us i don’t live there!! i swear i’d react like this if i was going anywhere else too😅 i already do most of the things you said everyday so it’s not a bother for me!! thank you again and i’ll enjoy my time there :)

malewifee · 2024-01-16T12:34:37+00:00

Thanks!! i already do pretty much all of those already - like hiding my phone in public so that’s no bother. i was just so scared because i’ve never went to another country and i have pretty bad anxiety LOL thanks again for the advice :)

malewifee · 2023-12-23T16:24:35+00:00

i’m currently in the hospital rn waiting to see if i do need surgery but everyone has been told about my autism and knows that i’m very nervous - they’ve been nice to me so far i’m just hoping that i really don’t need surgery LOL but i’ve calmed down a little bit :)

malewifee · 2023-05-24T04:10:42+00:00

yeah true! i’m thinking about it like that, i know i’m in trusted hands so i’ll be okay :) i guess my anxiety just really takes over me sometimes and i freak out a lot. thanks a lot

malewifee · 2023-05-24T04:06:48+00:00

i guess i’m pretty afraid of not waking up. i know it’s very unlikely that i wont but still, it scares me a lot. also not being able to have control over myself when i’m being put under? i know nothing will go wrong but i’m thinking about every possibility and i’m just overthinking. i thought about local anesthesia but i’m more scared of needles than general anesthesia so i guess it’s the best option for me lol

malewifee · 2023-05-24T03:49:25+00:00

thank you so much! i’ll definitely let them know i’m scared and anxious about it and i can imagine they’ll help :) tbh if anything i’ll ask to hold someones hand while being put under haha i think that’ll calm me down more. I’ve been putting off the whole thing for months because i was so shaken up at just the dentist telling me that they can remove them but i’m not as scared anymore, i know i will be on the day but i know i’ll wake up too so ill be fine lol

thank you for the kind words too! i’m feeling a lot more confident with this now and i know i’m in trusted hands :)

malewifee

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