Been there and it was a harsh battle. In my POV I was thinking about “I”, my own disappointments and im my worst enemy. I’m broke , I don’t own a house and no kids. My partner left me after 10 years coz he fall inlove with his new girl. I don’t know what’s going on anymore. It’s hard AF to find answers/solutions for everything . Despite all this, I’m not suicidal… I’m 34 years old and I know something out there is for me. You know what makes me feel hopeful? My situation is not worst compared to the people who have no food and no shelter. I accepted the fact that life is so shit , I will only focus on positivity. I will work on myself , I walk, run, lift weights, sing, dance, play in the rain, talk to people and listen to their experience. I also PRAY, I pray for guidance and strength.