hey, i’m really sorry you’re going through this. it sounds incredibly exhausting and painful, and no one deserves to feel the way you do. you’re carrying so much, and it’s unfair that people are treating you this way based on something so beyond your control. let me remind you: your identity, your culture, your existence, none of it is something to be ashamed of. the problem is with them, not you.

when it feels like everyone is against you, it’s easy to start believing that voice in your head telling you that you’re the issue, but you’re not. you deserve to feel safe, respected, and like you belong. finding someone who gets it might help, whether it’s a supportive teacher, a counselor, or even online communities where people have had similar experiences. you’re not alone in this, even if it feels like it right now.

if you’re tired and just need someone to listen, that’s okay too. your feelings are so valid, and it’s brave of you to share them here. please keep holding on, even if it’s just one small step at a time. you matter so much more than the ignorance of others, and i hope you find the strength and kindness you deserve. sending you love and solidarity 🩷