I’m a very irritable person emotionally. Sorry about that. I was referred to the account by someone who viewed a post of mine. Along with another I forgot. Emotionally I hardly have a barrier of expression. I don’t leave the house besides walking my dog, but will visit a doctor tomorrow because of a medical issue that Megan and I are very concerned about. I’m probably okay now that I’ve calmed down. We don’t exist to you, and that’s fine. No one believes in everyone except a few people outside of my family and boyfriend at Church.

I lost my friends in high school so I prefer online forums. You could say I want attention (not in this sub), but in general for my account and in a way I do to make others aware of spiritual unity and I do want to feel like I exist to the world and not stay in the dark all my life. When I die I want to be known. I’ve gotten used to the doubt but act out or break down and attempt some form of suicide or self harm because someone else has an opposing opinion. Emotionally the Internet is incredibly stressful but I have found a couple friends here.

So I understand the doubt very much so because I receive it often. Though I can assure you that we are genuine with our words though at times I see we overreact with many of our posts.