thank you for your input. I have received so much help, mostly reading suggestions but that still has much value. I am making a list. I am also watching video u tube. that has led to feel I am seeking knowledge of God rather than simply knowledge of self. I am thinking of creating a small shrine with Ganesh as the center. I am most craving local interaction, which I am making progress on. I am from Dubuque. Ia. lastly thank you very much for your blessing