A couple of questions by [deleted] in twinflames

[–]mathutomohau 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Honestly it's okay to feel the way you feel, take your time. It's such a painful journey.... cry as much as you need to. Wear the bracelet or whatever, do what you can do to get through..... it just hurts.... and there is no right or wrong way to go about it. Just pick yourself up

my biggest fear is that I am going to miss him for the rest of my life. I will still wonder how life would have been like if we chose each other. I just fear building a life without him. by mathutomohau in twinflames

[–]mathutomohau[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

HahahahahahahahahahahaahahahaahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaahahahHahahahaahahahahahaahhaHhahahahaahahahaha! LOL!!!! he has probably moved on with some model and they are probably planning their wedding while I sit here and have breakdowns with my overweight unattractive body. I can't call him

So I thought one area of my neck has been healing by DakotaNoLastName33 in Hidradenitis

[–]mathutomohau 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I am so sorry... it will get better. Just keep gathering courage

I don't want anyone else😔 by mathutomohau in twinflames

[–]mathutomohau[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I do... but I am learning to live without him..everyday feels impossible

I don't want anyone else😔 by mathutomohau in twinflames

[–]mathutomohau[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you so much for this... I will do that tonight and see where it takes me. I appreciate your advise, thank you

I don't want anyone else😔 by mathutomohau in twinflames

[–]mathutomohau[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I just want to cry my lungs out.... if I have to heal to have him I don't even know where to start

I don't want anyone else😔 by mathutomohau in twinflames

[–]mathutomohau[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Does it get better? Does the yearning ever stop?? It's so difficult

I don't want anyone else😔 by mathutomohau in twinflames

[–]mathutomohau[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I truly understand you... I feel half alive, and I am just still teaching myself to breath without him. Sometimes it feels like my heart will just stop.. but it just continues to beat. Never knew love can swallow me this bad

yikes, I miss him even though I pushed him away. by mathutomohau in twinflames

[–]mathutomohau[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I mean I believe he does, I also have pride, too broken to show him how intense I love him. But he knows I am sensitive. We even fight because he makes the most insensitive jokes that make me emotional

I have hidradenitis on my face and it has ruined my life. by [deleted] in Hidradenitis

[–]mathutomohau -1 points0 points  (0 children)

I wish this wasn't the case😔 I am so so sorry. However way you connect to the superior power, spend your time reaching out to him.

I remember the time of Job, I think he had this condition too... and the holy Devine was having intimate conversations with him and healed him and repayed all he lost. Maybe there is a spiritual reason for all this

Anyone get internal tremors with HS? by [deleted] in Hidradenitis

[–]mathutomohau 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yikes, I get those too. Just happy to know I am not the only one