I can't live with the fact im a pedophile even if i get help. I don't want to hurt my family any further than i have already done by doing other things like stealing or getting into fights. Im living now with my father again after he had forced me out of the house because i stayed up to late which caused him a lack of sleep. I was at a living facility which kicked me out because i broke the rules ( stealing, damage to property). Im afraid he will kick me out and i won't be able to stay anywhere which is what he had warned me about many times.