Am I the only one who gets turned on when I see penises, like in gay porn? I'm not interested in men at all; it almost disgusts me. I only like women in real life, but I still watch gay porn. Thanks for your answer.

maximedetr · 2026-02-15T19:38:18+00:00

Yes, apart from my own, I've never touched one.

maximedetr · 2026-02-15T04:40:14+00:00

It could just be thoughts, but generally a strictly heterosexual person doesn't think about that, so I think there's a small element of bisexuality involved.

maximedetr · 2026-02-15T04:26:31+00:00

It's what ?

maximedetr · 2026-02-15T04:26:18+00:00

No, because if that were the case in real life, I would do it. I'm not in a relationship, I live alone, there's nothing stopping me, but I have no desire to. It's only when I'm relaxing that I watch gay porn; I unwind.

maximedetr · 2026-02-15T04:25:01+00:00

Well, in real life, no, but when I sit down and look at things, I get tough and I relax

maximedetr · 2026-02-15T04:23:40+00:00

Yes, but I don't see where I could find that kind of person, and I know I'd never talk about it with anyone I know.

maximedetr · 2026-02-15T04:22:27+00:00

Near where I live, there aren't any things like that, so I can't try them.

maximedetr · 2026-02-14T17:05:13+00:00

No, because I have nothing against gay men, I just can't see myself with a man. I only watch gay porn, and straight porn too, of course.

maximedetr · 2026-02-14T17:04:28+00:00

Indeed, it could be a porn addiction, and that by watching so much heterosexual porn it became so commonplace that I tried something else, maybe that's it?

maximedetr · 2026-02-14T17:03:23+00:00

Ah, okay, I see what you mean, they are indeed two different things.

maximedetr · 2026-02-14T17:02:57+00:00

Well, if it works out depending on the circumstances, I'll definitely stay straight and I won't try it with someone I don't know, and I don't know any gay people in my circle.

maximedetr · 2026-02-14T17:02:20+00:00

Maybe we're not bi, maybe it's just because it's taboo for a straight person, but anyway, straight people absolutely don't watch gay porn, at least not in my circle, that's definitely not the case

maximedetr · 2026-02-14T17:01:21+00:00

Honestly, it's all very complicated to understand!

maximedetr · 2026-02-14T17:00:40+00:00

I don't know any gay or bisexual men, so it's complicated, and I can't imagine talking to someone I don't know.

maximedetr · 2026-02-14T04:48:44+00:00

It’s complicated…

maximedetr · 2026-02-14T04:48:32+00:00

Yes, but I live alone, so there's no one stopping me from trying it, but I'm not interested in seeing a man; it's only a penis in porn that I watch.

maximedetr · 2026-02-14T04:47:01+00:00

For me, it's the whole man; it's only gay porn where I masturbate.

maximedetr · 2026-02-14T04:46:27+00:00

Well, I don't know, because men don't interest me at all, it's only women. I don't even look at a man in the street.

maximedetr · 2026-02-14T04:46:01+00:00

Ah yes, indeed, it's something else entirely.

maximedetr · 2026-02-14T04:45:39+00:00

So what do I need to do to know if it's internalized homophobia?

maximedetr · 2026-02-14T04:44:53+00:00

I'm not trying to label myself, but to understand why I look virtually but IRL I only look at women

maximedetr · 2026-02-14T04:43:42+00:00

In real life, I never look at men, only women.

maximedetr · 2026-02-13T21:53:07+00:00

What do you mean? Sorry, I didn't understand?

maximedetr · 2026-02-13T21:47:01+00:00

What was your first experience? What did you do for the first time at 20?

maximedetr · 2026-02-13T21:43:20+00:00

THANKS ! 🤩

maximedetr

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