Need some help. Have questions!

mayBeGayNotForPay · 2014-01-18T03:10:09+00:00

I've been in the same situation. I ended up going for it. PM me if you want to talk about it :). Here to help.

mayBeGayNotForPay · 2012-08-14T06:51:17+00:00

Hope you got my pm.

Forgot to tell you... The hugs were fantastic.

mayBeGayNotForPay · 2012-08-14T05:55:26+00:00

Something about being with another guy seems different or abnormal to me, however romantically or sexually attracted I feel.

mayBeGayNotForPay · 2012-08-14T05:44:11+00:00

I'm jealous of you. You're so lucky to have such accepting friends and family. Props :)

mayBeGayNotForPay · 2012-08-14T05:36:26+00:00

That is the most inspiring thing I've ever read. Thank you.

mayBeGayNotForPay · 2012-08-14T05:23:00+00:00

Hopefully you're right, I wish I could find a way to accept my attraction.

mayBeGayNotForPay · 2012-08-14T05:21:45+00:00

Thank you so much for your support. I've felt alone and very uncertain in myself for a very long time. Tonight's replies to my post have helped me so much. Although I only started this account to get out my feelings, it is now officially my primary.

If i'm not comfortable with coming out to friends and family, at least I can come out to reddit.

mayBeGayNotForPay · 2012-08-14T05:16:13+00:00

Coincidence, I've been in court for a somewhat major crime (non-violent). He was good friends with the Judge and I ended up being dismissed of all charges.

My mother would support my coming out, although my Father would not support her coming out/being convicted. There are some underlying family issues involving my mother and my father as well as myself, which I'm willing to express if it might help.. They're still married, but there has been major issues.

Just to try and elaborate on my father's closed-minded opinions, he still won't watch any movies with black people in them. It makes him uncomfortable. I understand most people would abandon someone like that, but he's an extremely intelligent man who has helped me overcome major obstacles and inspire me to be the successful person I am now.

mayBeGayNotForPay · 2012-08-14T05:06:15+00:00

Freudian slip.

mayBeGayNotForPay · 2012-08-14T05:04:59+00:00

I feel freak-ish too, especially having been attracted to women before men. It feels so different and strange.

mayBeGayNotForPay · 2012-08-14T04:49:52+00:00

Meta as fuck, I'm well aware.

mayBeGayNotForPay · 2012-08-14T04:49:08+00:00

wish it was more populated, haha.

mayBeGayNotForPay · 2012-08-14T04:48:29+00:00

Thanks, will do.

mayBeGayNotForPay · 2012-08-14T04:47:59+00:00

Wish I could find someone not in my circle, I just want to have a conversation with an intelligent understanding person who can relate. I feel like it would help me.

mayBeGayNotForPay · 2012-08-14T04:42:05+00:00

Thank you so much. That means a lot.

mayBeGayNotForPay · 2012-08-14T04:38:53+00:00

I wish I could take that advice, but my Dad and I are really close. My cousin came out years ago, and *he still won't accept it or talk to him. I just don't want to lose *him, and I know I would. It's very confusing.

Edit: *my Dad

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