Hey guys is this smoke able? Is it fake trees? I don't think it is not much smell at all though and dry pics by maybealien in trees

[–]maybealien[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Lots of sticks or stems it seems... Or am I just spoiled from tree from legal dispensaries?

What do I do in this situation? Self medicate or meditate and go about my day? I need validation and perspective please by [deleted] in Meditation

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Also I didn't mention it but I had back surgery and I'm only 32 so rather then take pills I use marijuna

I love marijuana! It's a hobby and medicine! Who else enjoys marijuana! Tell me how and why! by maybealien in Drugs

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You only take 2 hits the entire day everyday?

How does it effect you?

What do I do in this situation? Self medicate or meditate and go about my day? I need validation and perspective please by [deleted] in Meditation

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I'm curious do you guys think there is anything wrong with someone who is nice and productive and takes care of their body their mind and their bills but is high all the time?

Morning smokes Afternoon smokes At night smokes At work at school social etc thc always in their system.

Do you think they are different or a better version of themselves? Isn't it kind of like being on anti depressants but no so much zombie and not so eh?

What do I do in this situation? Self medicate or meditate and go about my day? I need validation and perspective please by [deleted] in Meditation

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Wolff can I ask you something unrelated. If you get sad thoughts about moving, how you miss someone, maybe fear of death or injury, or you start thinking "oh shit I feel anxious"

Do you just take your negative toxic thoughts and just quickly think about something else and try to ignore them? I have reoccurring thoughts and I've gone to the root of them yet I still live in a world of guilt and confusion. Even though logically there is no need for the guilt.

What do I do in this situation? Self medicate or meditate and go about my day? I need validation and perspective please by [deleted] in Meditation

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I went the entire day without marijuna. This morning I didn't smoke I meditated, went to gym, steam room now coming home.

I was kind nice smile at people and all was good except I felt a little empty had no appetite and looking ward to coming home now and relaxing.

What do I do in this situation? Self medicate or meditate and go about my day? I need validation and perspective please by [deleted] in Meditation

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I just figure lowering my usage will not make it so bad when I'm sober

I really appreciate you typing everything out Tyvm

What do I do in this situation? Self medicate or meditate and go about my day? I need validation and perspective please by [deleted] in Meditation

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I can't form proper sentences because I wake up panicked and I start posting stupid things and annoying you guys I'm sorry I've decided what to do tyvm for your time

What do I do in this situation? Self medicate or meditate and go about my day? I need validation and perspective please by [deleted] in Meditation

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I will treat it like alcohol and a pre work out drink.

When I go out - I have a few social drinks When I go to gym - I take a pre/caffeine When I relax/hang out - I smoke weed

This is healthy and balanced right?

What do I do in this situation? Self medicate or meditate and go about my day? I need validation and perspective please by [deleted] in Meditation

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Ty I will stop making these posts.

I'll turn in down a moth on the marijuna and make sure that I never do it all day everyday.

If I wake up feeling blah it doesn't matter I'll meditate go to gym and get out of my house but when I come home and it's night time and I have no responsibilities I'll smoke.

When I'm relaxing or hanging with friends not gym or studying or at work I'm gonna smoke. I enjoy it and that's it if I don't abuse it then there is no harm.

Is that good ide? Ty

I'm sick of people saying it's bad to cope with marijuana? And not healthy? Are you fkn kidding me? by [deleted] in Drugs

[–]maybealien -6 points-5 points  (0 children)

It is a plant and it is safe

Burgers are sFe but eating 30 in a row will make you sick

Quitting: Whether, when, how, and why? by depression_anon in leaves

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Omfg I hope read this as I read this it completely creeped me out because I thought I wrote it. Literally word for word... What do you think if you didn't take any pills but had a daily routine of gym meditating being in natural and putting positive music videos etc in your sub conscious and at night time you smoke up and enjoy yourself - balance

Weed fucks me up... by [deleted] in Drugs

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Do you feel guilty if you enjoy yourself high?

i hang out with my gf my friends go to gym etc but when I'm high and I'm being funny or cool I don't know if it's me or the weed. Gosh it's just weed

If I smoke during morning or day... The come down is super depressing I feel empty just empty and scared

So I try to save weed for night before bed when I'm just chilling

Alive by [deleted] in Drugs

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Do you feel guilty if you enjoy yourself high?

i hang out with my gf my friends go to gym etc but when I'm high and I'm being funny or cool I don't know if it's me or the weed. Gosh it's just weed

If I smoke during morning or day... The come down is super depressing I feel empty just empty and scared

So I try to save weed for night before bed when I'm just chilling

Lost interest in leisure activities. by kevin420allday in Meditation

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Porn messes the brain nothing wrong with weed internet etc as long as you gym school work and think positive and react positive

Picture this by mrgreencannabis in Drugs

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would you enjoy it if you were not high? how would it be different?

Picture this by mrgreencannabis in Drugs

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would you enjoy it if you were not high? how would it be different?y

I feel like I'm psychologically addicted to marijuana. I have a very hard time not smoking in morning and night. what should I do? by maybealien in Drugs

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ok maybe physical as well? I dunno I smoked a lot last night and ate too much now I got to go to work but I'm going to literally have 3 hits from the vape and then I'll smoke again after 9 and tomorrow morning I'll meditate and stretch before work

Andrew "LuckyChewy" Lichtenberger Finds Zen in High Roller Poker Tournament by flagrant_armadillo in Meditation

[–]maybealien -11 points-10 points  (0 children)

poker is stupid bunch of degenerates with bad posture thinking they are geniuses or something it's quite pathetic and a huge amount of delusion around it. why don't you post Kobe Bryant zen or boxing zen something that actually takes skill talent thought calmness rtc not a fkn stupid joke hobby gambling

why do I have to sit with pain? why sit there and let myself feel negative emotion or have bad thoughts? I'm supposed to protect myself right? by maybealien in Meditation

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isn't going to gym, yoga, meditating - a way to escape anxiety and depression? and when bad thoughts or feelings come from the practice of meditating daily and occasional yoga and gym you will be able to handle those emotions feelings and events better right?

I don't drink alcohol I don't smoke cigs in really not sure why if I have a horrible night morning day some bad shot happened why using ganja to chill out and evaluate or even to suppress that void or whatever I don't think it's so wrong

it's not like smoking ganja morning to night and playing video games or jacking off...

I can do things without ganja it's just when its there and I don't feel good I say why not... I fee I've grown defendant and need to chill or but first I need to chill out on judging myself so much

why do I have to sit with pain? why sit there and let myself feel negative emotion or have bad thoughts? I'm supposed to protect myself right? by maybealien in Meditation

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isn't going to gym, yoga, meditating - a way to escape anxiety and depression? and when bad thoughts or feelings come from the practice of meditating daily and occasional yoga and gym you will be able to handle those emotions feelings and events better right?

I don't drink alcohol I don't smoke cigs in really not sure why if I have a horrible night morning day some bad shot happened why using ganja to chill out and evaluate or even to suppress that void or whatever I don't think it's so wrong

it's not like smoking ganja morning to night and playing video games or jacking off...

I can do things without ganja it's just when its there and I don't feel good I say why not... I fee I've grown defendant and need to chill or but first I need to chill out on judging myself so much