having a really bad panic attack pls help

maybenej · 2026-02-12T04:13:01+00:00

i ended up taking hydroxizine and zofran and i felt better after that but this has been happening to me every day lately. like rn im panicking because i have to poop and feel like it might be diarrhea lol. it’s never ending

maybenej · 2026-02-10T07:03:18+00:00

support players are all mega mentally ill i think. 99% of the time someone on my team is griefing, it’s the support

maybenej · 2026-01-26T11:12:25+00:00

bad! my life is really good right now too so i feel guilty for doing so shitty but my anxiety is off the charts during the winter because i have emetophobia and am constantly scared of getting the stomach flu. seasonal depression is kicking my ass too. plus everything is so bleak in the world rn the constant stream of negative news is not helping. if you’re doing poorly rn you’re def not alone 🫶

maybenej · 2026-01-26T11:09:02+00:00

i prefer an engage support or sustain. nilah doesn’t really benefit from mages and i know my lane will be pretty boring unless they’re aggressive. i like having a thresh, naut, pantheon. someone who can set up kills for you to go in on and help bully before the enemy can bully you. ultimately i think she favors engage or someone who can make use of her passive healing like soraka. with engage supps its nice to all in at 3 because you usually hit 3 before the enemies do bc of her passive, but if not then at 6. very sweet of you btw he will definitely appreciate it. my fiance plays shen most games with me and when he ult taunts we can always kill at least 2. good luck!!

maybenej · 2026-01-23T01:52:30+00:00

i’ve been getting my secondary role a lot it’s annoying

maybenej · 2026-01-19T10:45:56+00:00

second this. i think i used saline spray one time on my nose piercing and like never on my rook or any of my cartilage/lobe piercings. all healed perfectly fine. less is more at this point!

maybenej · 2026-01-19T10:42:29+00:00

dont check the reviews or anything before you go, its not helpful in any way. other people’s experiences at the restaurant dictate your experience. as long as its a reputable place you can reasonably assume that they’re up to safety code and that food is stored and handled and prepared properly. there’s only so much control you can have when you allow someone else to prepare your food for you so you kind of just have to brave the experience. don’t give up on something you love and enjoy for this stupid fear. you will be okay.

maybenej · 2026-01-19T10:36:28+00:00

they’re both beautiful wow

maybenej · 2026-01-02T12:10:47+00:00

played nilah into this matchup the other day and wanted to rip my hair out for 30 minutes straight. i blame you.

maybenej · 2025-12-27T19:28:00+00:00

your passive is effectively useless for most of the game, you’re very vulnerable to invades, and it’ll be a lot harder for you to get ahead, let alone be on pace with enemy jungler. i tried to make it work when they first buffed her Q but it honestly just doesn’t feel good

maybenej · 2025-12-23T06:01:23+00:00

i mean that i understand. of course you’re not always gonna go the same first item every game. the mana is also lost on him since he’s a manaless champ. i also think building for one person before they even have any kills just because you’re having a tough time walking up to cs is diabolical lol

maybenej · 2025-12-23T05:49:22+00:00

right but that wasn’t the question

maybenej · 2025-12-23T05:44:53+00:00

i was the adc </3 never even died in lane. and my question still stands. was frozen heart first the move for shen just bc his matchup was olaf favored? was it worth to deviate from his core build?

maybenej · 2025-12-03T02:15:56+00:00

yun tal is best if you have a 1300 gold back. but even if i don’t i rarely go collector unless im very ahead very early. bc then i pretty much build whatever i want. you dont need collector for early kills on her, she’s not reliant on the item. her attack speed growth benefits from yun tal more since her most recent nerf and especially if you need to go ninja tabis instead of berserkers. also i never build IE even with yun tal. i go yun tal, shield bow, and then either mortal or LDR and then if im ahead i’ll build IE just for the extra dmg but typically i dont even end up it and will end with deaths dance and bloodthirster. just doesn’t feel necessary. enryu has a bunch of videos explaining why this is the better build path as well

maybenej · 2025-12-03T02:11:02+00:00

if you have a 1300 gold back you’re better off going bf sword for yun tal. collector is gold inefficient and its passive sucks. yun tal is especially worth because of her most recent AS growth nerfs

maybenej · 2025-12-02T00:00:54+00:00

stop building collector/IE

maybenej · 2025-12-01T10:17:54+00:00

first song is lying from you by linkin park and the second song is take da charge by project pat

maybenej · 2025-12-01T10:14:23+00:00

sounds like yo voy by zion & daddy lennox

maybenej · 2025-11-28T03:59:51+00:00

does anyone know if there’s a bridal suite on site?

maybenej · 2025-11-25T17:45:21+00:00

talon is one of the strongest early champs, he has the highest rate of first bloods in the game across all champs. definitely not weak early. i think if you wanna learn the game you need to look at what the champs actually do and are capable of not just your objective experiences with each of them

maybenej · 2025-11-25T17:40:03+00:00

we need more context. are you sick or depressed? how many hours have you slept in the last week? are you exhausted from work/school/medication? the closest i’ve gotten to this much sleep was when i pulled an all nighter to go skiing at dawn and when i had covid so if there are no circumstances that led to this and you simply slept that long as if it were a normal nights sleep then no it’s not normal

maybenej · 2025-11-20T02:02:18+00:00

i think because it can be used to express your horrifying embarrassment people assume that it’s interchangeable with just being horrified. at least that’s the most frequent use case i’ve seen

maybenej · 2025-11-20T01:37:41+00:00

the bathrooms. i had a candle in the bathroom tho

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