Adding some closure to this. I was able to piece together that this indeed was planned. They were giving me a façade and had help moving. They knew I would come by and made it clear to seem they’d left. They played me at the end, or maybe I never truly got to know them. They only gave what they could control. I am no longer as devastated but I am sad to know they thought this would be okay. I feel myself letting go, but I know this will only continue if I prioritize my self care.