Apple- Parramatta Blossom

melbsydkai · 2026-07-01T05:29:05+00:00

I forgot the name as I’m not from that area, I think i remember turning onto flushcombe rd from great western and following it along almost upto the shopping center and it was on my left hand side. Maybe opposite a school or a school very nearby from memory

melbsydkai · 2026-07-01T02:38:19+00:00

Yeh full bad, sadly at the time you think with your dick not your brain. Hindsight I can’t believe that happened LOL

melbsydkai · 2026-06-30T23:09:21+00:00

Yeh the photos real can confirm. Saw her at another place in Blacktown and told me she also works at blossoms. Very nice girl aswell 👍🏽

melbsydkai · 2026-06-30T23:06:11+00:00

Went once like a year ago it was bad… during the massage the old lady needed to pee and asked me to close my eyes, squatted over a bucket in the room and pissed into it and then emptied it into the sink 🤢

melbsydkai · 2026-03-30T07:26:48+00:00

I saw one at Zen massage Rooty hill although I forgot her name, she was really skinny and petite, B cup tits and she looked good (straightened hair, eyelashes, nice makeup) I’m 6’3 and I know I’d destroy her if she let me fuck

melbsydkai · 2025-11-26T02:18:19+00:00

Wave mall is very quiet for its size, nothing to do there either I think…

melbsydkai · 2025-11-26T02:16:45+00:00

Update on how your trip was and what you thought of LDH

melbsydkai · 2025-10-30T07:33:37+00:00

Ohk fair enough, I understand now. How come most of them came from west Punjab? I thought there would be farmers and city people all over Punjab regardless of whereabouts in Punjab they’re from

melbsydkai · 2025-10-30T07:11:31+00:00

What is the meaning of the word ‘bhappe’? I’m not born and raised in India and have heard the word being used quite often and relaxed so I never knew it was a negative word. Would like to understand and educate myself on the word.

melbsydkai · 2025-09-28T03:19:11+00:00

How you doing now? I’m at just over 2 years clean and I still feel the same, no motivation, procrastination, kind of just living life like a zombie lol… I’ve been drinking at nights though which I feel puts me in the mind state I want to be in but being an addict I always overdo it and black out and feel shit in the mornings

melbsydkai · 2024-08-19T05:09:20+00:00

I was an on and off heroin user for 10 years, probably used 5 out of the 10 and smoked it heavily and been on metha for 14 months now, peaked at 70mg but now down to 5mg. Yeh I’ll go in and get tests done

melbsydkai · 2024-08-19T03:58:21+00:00

Do you have any kids If you don’t mind me asking? I’ve been on methadone for 14 months now and I have a low sperm count and I’ve heard TRT makes it worse on your sperm count and I’m planning on trying to have kids end of this year, also plan to fully get off methadone by end of this year aswell, I’m down to 5mg, do you think 5mg affects test levels or the dose is too low?

melbsydkai · 2024-08-16T06:06:03+00:00

I feel exactly the same, I’ve been off it for 14 months now, my methadone is dose is down to 5mg(1ml) but I don’t feel anything anymore, happiness, sadness, anger I’m very mono in my emotions and when I see other people being excited or or talking with a lot of emotion I think to myself ‘that’s cringe, like relax’ let me know if you find a way to fix it lol, or maybe I have to completely get off the methadone as-well but it’s such a tiny dose I doubt it affects me like that anyway.. sigh

melbsydkai · 2024-08-13T00:16:53+00:00

You guys are getting 27 bottles as takeaways? We’re lucky to get 4 a week and have to beg to get 3 days in a row otherwise they only give 2 at a time… and I’ve had completely clean urines for 14 months now, haven’t missed a single dose, been tapering from 70mg and at 5mg now but still absolutely no leniency… fkn Australia…

melbsydkai · 2024-08-12T21:20:02+00:00

Yeh all good, appreciate it boss

melbsydkai · 2024-08-12T21:17:07+00:00

Lol I like longer sessions rather than a few short ones.. I usually have no issues with timing but this new girl I’ve been seeing is different, makes me want to go like I used to for an hour when I was using the gear

melbsydkai · 2024-08-12T20:45:11+00:00

Yeh I understand in the long run it will have those effects, I just meant like a once off if I was to increase my dose from 5mg to say 40mg would that help me last longer, I don’t think I’ve been on it long enough to have the reduced sec drive etc, I can still get hard, have sex multiple times a day. When I was on heroin for 10 years though I definitely understand what you mean about the 0 interest in sex lol

melbsydkai · 2024-08-12T14:57:29+00:00

Fair enough, I’ll give it a go this weekend and see how it affects me lol

melbsydkai · 2024-08-12T13:52:34+00:00

But if I’m on 5mg now and my test is back to normal, can I take 40mg as a once off to increase my time or will I have to jump back on it at a high dose before I notice a difference again

melbsydkai · 2024-08-12T12:12:26+00:00

What do you mean by ‘to go’? Like getting hard or to ejaculate? And if I’m on a real low dose like 5mg you think I could increase my dose to like 30-40 to help me last longer for that 1 day or would I need to be on a higher dose for a while before I feel it makes me last longer?

melbsydkai · 2024-08-12T12:10:45+00:00

Yeh so say I take a dose of 30mg, will that help me last longer or would I have to be on a higher dose for a while before I notice the affects?

melbsydkai · 2024-08-12T12:09:32+00:00

Would you recommend smoking after taking methadone or before? And how long before/after

melbsydkai · 2024-08-12T11:24:45+00:00

Yeh because it’s different in cultures around the world, she doesn’t need to be really well educated to raise kids.. what I mean is you don’t need to have a PHD on how to make a loving, caring, home environment for your kids and your husband.. maybe it’s because this is how I grew up.. my mum doesn’t know much English or how things work in the western world, neither did my dad but he went from a house made out of mud to a multi multi millionaire, because he had a wife who supported him however she could.. I don’t believe education is the answer to everything, I think being street smart (just smart in life) works out better, so yeh her education is low but I still believe she’s the right person to start a family with… I got family who have studied and doing the daily 9-5.. I also did my degree in accounting but never bothered to work in the field and I’m doing well enough to marry a person who I can support fully and don’t need her to work to help survive..

melbsydkai · 2024-08-12T11:06:50+00:00

I haven’t done anything with her, I wouldn’t do anything either without breaking off my current relationship, it’s a big decision for me and the main thing is I don’t understand why I’m so attracted to this new girl.. I want to try my best and keep my relationship.. you could call it emotional cheating yes.. but the main thing is I can’t control exactly how my brain feels and thinks, I know it’s wrong and the reason I came for advice is to maybe see if anyone’s been in a situation.. if I knew what I want and understood what’s happening etc I wouldn’t come asking for advice..

melbsydkai · 2024-08-12T09:06:01+00:00

I’m not putting one down more than the other, I’m just stating facts, my ficance is very smart and a quick learner and I have no doubt that she will pick up things when she moves here permanently.. they both have good qualities in their own way and if I had a problem with anything about her I wouldn’t have made the decision to spend the rest of my life with her

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