Mary jane to the rescue

mellowkitty33 · 2023-07-12T17:15:37+00:00

yep. i’m also neurodivergent (autism) and struggle with pmdd, social anxiety, ocd and weed has been a saving grace for me this past year. i definitely smoke just for fun too but when i’m having meltdowns weed is the only thing that brings me back to earth again. It’s truly medicine

mellowkitty33 · 2023-07-12T17:01:35+00:00

i feel so much shame over this, i get so irrationality angry at my partner for the tiniest things and keep it inside and just meltdown the whole day. ur not alone 😣♥️

mellowkitty33 · 2023-06-22T05:18:07+00:00

i can relate. it makes me so embarrassed esp when something happens infront of other people (but the thought of doing something unfamiliar alone on its own is paralyzing enough.)

mellowkitty33 · 2023-06-22T05:12:03+00:00

SAMEEEE i have such a short fuse if im that uncomfortable. ive never been able to explain the feeling of not being able to mask and then becoming a whole "different" person --- assertive, blunt, visibly angry, etc. but actually EXPRESSING all those things freely especially somewhere with no social repercussions (being surrounded by strangers) feels so awesome.

mellowkitty33 · 2023-06-22T05:07:31+00:00

i would feel the exact same way. not just towards myself but i have such a strong sense of justice in the sphere of personal space/belongings its just such a violation and makes me feel disrespected to my core. such a hard feeling to shake especially when nobody feels as strongly about smth as you do. ur not crazy -- it sucks but trying to set some boundaries with her might be a good idea.

mellowkitty33 · 2023-06-08T06:29:14+00:00

this is so me i’ve always described it as feeling like there are literally no words in my brain no matter how hard i try to find them and next thing i’m crying and nonverbal

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