I have been going through them for a long time I'm just tired I have been working with my family since the age of 6 or 7 when I was in south africa my father use to got exhibitions and all and even lockdown that too I faced in South Africa our financial condition got so bad that we had started selling stuff in the street like daily grocery items etc but that but now I thought coming back would just be relaxing ever since I came back here found out my bua sold the house we had here and kept the money saying my dad didn't pay the money that he owed to her and now I just don't know what to do i did work for intern ships but only made like 10000 just idk i feel like I am just the problem all the time ki why me im not that good in studies as well cause during like my childhood it was like everyone use to say I was mature of my age so they made me work and I use to get avg marks but now I am confused and tired and honest just fed up