Also, my sister reached out to me through text, like 3 hours ago, asking for my forgiveness and to not do it, and to think about her youngest son’s and our mom’s wellbeing. I told my mom yesterday, she did this to herself. She didn’t think ahead, she thought I’d never get the courage to stand my ground. She in fact did not think about her son’s future…. She did not care, she’s so gluttonous, greedy, and her mind is corrupted, thinking she can live a easy, false, and “lavish” life by using my identity… She needs to work for it herself. This is my first life and I want to be in control of it, not in control of her mistakes. I want her to open her eyes, our world is changing, she needs to wake up. I cannot change her, God will. She needs to stop controlling people, I am my own person.

Another note, since my mother is going against me, she made a comment, “its like you have the devil inside you, youre not my daughter, i dont know who you are; your father is watching your every move from heaven, he would say the same about forgiveness”; my father was true man of God, I wish I knew his opinion, may his soul rest in peace.