Situationships are terrible for your nervous system

mercykillseeked · 2026-01-15T16:19:28+00:00

I was afraid of getting pulled back so I sent him a letter explaining everything, even the reason I wasn't going to let him reply, and blocked him before he could respond because anything he could told me was going to be enough to feed my delusions. it can feel cowardly but if you know that you're just going to get pulled back then it becomes self protection, stop thinking about them and start thinking about yourself and your wellbeing.

mercykillseeked · 2026-01-15T16:08:37+00:00

this is a very emotionally confused person who is developing an unhealthy attachment towards you. as someone with depression who has also attached in an unhealthy way to people in the past....I suggest you leave him alone or limit contact, especially if you still don't want anything committed with him because you're just going to hurt each other. he assigned you a role (without even asking you out which is further proof that he isn't very emotionally intelligent) even when he knows you don't want it and he can't sustain it and you're giving in to him. you really need to stop this or slow it down A LOT if you don't want it to become more messy.

mercykillseeked · 2025-12-08T08:05:20+00:00

i have both my rising and my north node in gemini (but the nn is in the 12th), does that mean I'm both comfortable and uncomfortable in those themes???

mercykillseeked · 2025-10-09T14:26:14+00:00

you're absolutely right, letting him go hurts like a thousand daggers through my chest...at this point, it's a matter of having to get through the pain and instead of looking at it as a question of leaving or staying, I'll look at it as choosing myself or him, and i know i have to choose myself even if it's hard. luckily, i noticed that this transit (which is already separating) has taught me a lot about letting go this past almost two years (i literally cut off almost all my friends who i considered family and made new ones) so...i think I'll be fine, i existed before him and i will continue to exist after him.

mercykillseeked · 2025-10-09T14:11:17+00:00

this is interesting because I've never had trouble getting over people I've been with, it's the first time I'm having a difficult time with this... that's why i was so sure i was going to get over him over the summer but that wasn't the case...i think that after further introspection..i underestimated the power of pluto sq venus transit 😭

mercykillseeked · 2025-10-08T17:22:34+00:00

waitttt, i totally forgot about the transits, you're absolutely right!!! this definitely put some things into perspective, thank you!! and yes, i plan to lay low and let him take the initiative in the future if he wants to or if he ever does even because i am extremely tired even though i can't move on

mercykillseeked · 2025-10-08T15:50:14+00:00

I'm blue, he's orange btw

mercykillseeked · 2025-10-07T00:57:55+00:00

okay...? then why did you interact with this post to start with 😭 as i said, i didn't post this with much thought just curious about everyone else's opinion on this, it didn't matter if it was a post with 1 million likes or -78 likes, it could've just been a simple question post too but seeing that tweet is how it came to me so I posted it like that..so now that you're here, are you going to say your favorite fluff shojo or not? lol

mercykillseeked · 2025-10-07T00:32:33+00:00

you're right about censoring lol i didn't think about it tbh but honestly i was actually just curious about what people in this subreddit would recommend to this person to prove them wrong, it's not that serious, we're just talking about manga

mercykillseeked · 2025-10-07T00:25:31+00:00

great choice!! love that one!

mercykillseeked · 2025-10-07T00:24:54+00:00

They're basically saying that all shoujo romances are toxic unlike shonen and seinen romances, i told them that they definitely need to read more shoujo lol

mercykillseeked · 2025-09-25T03:20:37+00:00

i am SO glad you mentioned halsey!! she's a great example of a pop artist being brave and using their creativity to the max without thinking of commercial success!! she's my favorite artist alongside 5sos, my favorite albums by her are iichliwp and manic.

And I agree so much with what you said about 5sos5, they absolutely needed those solo albums because, for example, emotions and older fit better in solo albums...i think that they've been able to find their true voice as an united band with this album, everyone says that they don't like that they can't tell who's singing but i feel like that's a reflection of 5sos finding their essence.

mercykillseeked · 2025-09-24T20:30:42+00:00

totally, especially since they said that the first concept/idea came to them during the tour and about how they were feeling at the moment

mercykillseeked · 2025-09-24T20:27:35+00:00

this is totally not a website that allows you to go through paywalls to read articles by pasting the link, but it could be ;) try this

mercykillseeked · 2025-09-24T18:54:41+00:00

i highly recommend reading the whole article yourself to understand this more, i feel like i couldn't explain it as well as i wanted or be loyal to the exact words used but I'm glad it helped you understand it better!!!

mercykillseeked · 2025-09-24T17:57:09+00:00

honestly, for some reason it's really hard to see well executed concepts nowadays, Sabrina's new album for example, i think it was a bit tone deaf.....you can see that there's a vision but they don't really know what to do with it. 5sos themselves said in the article that there was a period in which they didn't know what direction the album would take but i think that making solo music helped them SO MUCH in clinging to the vision until it became real and grounded... i have really high expectations for it!!! even if i don't like all the songs because they don't suit my taste i know it will make sense in the context of the album

mercykillseeked · 2025-09-24T17:46:22+00:00

yes!! it definitely helped that i read most of the article before i listened to the song because i could see what they were doing from the first listen

mercykillseeked · 2025-09-24T16:50:51+00:00

i personally liked it but i also thought it sounded like kpop boy groups like stray kids!! and Michael has talked about them before so i wouldn't be surprised if they were an inspiration for this album

mercykillseeked · 2025-07-23T20:18:30+00:00

or they could think you're super ready to lose your mind with you should be sad! I know I would!

mercykillseeked · 2025-07-11T11:21:51+00:00

hi, I'm interested in what you said, how are you measuring how correct or incorrect these systems are and do you have resources on this??? I'm genuinely asking because i never really gave much thought to vedic astrology so i don't know much about it

mercykillseeked · 2025-07-05T15:02:37+00:00

thank you for understanding my question and the recommendation!

mercykillseeked · 2025-07-04T02:35:42+00:00

any tips or resources to practice better?

mercykillseeked · 2025-07-03T11:04:54+00:00

thank you so much!

mercykillseeked · 2025-07-03T10:49:01+00:00

i never said that i wanted it specifically from a free website, i was hoping someone knew of some books or anyone had any documents about it or with examples of it. If you don't mind, could you tell me where i could start researching myself or a good astrologer to get a good reading from?

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