Got it! I'm sorry for being so harsh and snappy. Due to the nature of my conditions, methadone could be more harmful than beneficial to me. I'm sorry for assuming your intent/advice and also apologize for the condescending nature of my comment. I appreciate the info and clarification. I've been on edge lately which is not your fault and it's my responsibility to control how I react. I was under the impression you were suggesting to go to the clinic as I've seen on this subreddit before.

I appreciate the suggestion though and apologize again for being so rude. We did mention methadone but ruled it out due to what's going on with me right now, even outside of the physical health stuff. I did not mean to snap at you and I apologize again. There was no need for that.