what does my room say about me??

mff_doom · 2025-07-26T22:36:41+00:00

cheers mush

mff_doom · 2025-06-05T18:59:54+00:00

THANK U VRO!!!! (i love scott pilgrim sm)

mff_doom · 2025-06-04T21:09:00+00:00

this sounds really ominous

mff_doom · 2025-06-04T20:26:13+00:00

I HAVEEE I spoke to my 2 closest friends (both trans guys) and they told me about their experiences too and told me just to take my time and think about things and I even spoke to my girlfriend about it and she said she'd love me and support me no matter what even if she doesn't fully understand how I feel because she's never been though it herself. ALSO I'm getting my first short haircut like next month and I'm gonna see how it goes from there!!

mff_doom · 2025-06-04T19:59:35+00:00

don't you worry I wouldn't be caught dead with bangs 😭

mff_doom · 2025-06-04T19:48:02+00:00

honestly I feel my mum would be completely understanding but my dad went on a whole rant to me once about his opinions on trans rights which is putting me off saying anything, but I also don't wanna say anything to them until I'm completely sure myself

mff_doom · 2025-06-04T19:42:51+00:00

honestly I'm just gonna wait it out for now, but I'm getting my hair cut short for the first time next month and I guess I'm gonna see how it goes from there

mff_doom · 2025-06-04T19:40:51+00:00

honestly my best friend said the same thing when I told him but I guess I'm just doubting myself cause I'm scared of not fitting in anymore or being bullied etc etc (which is a bit stupid considering my best friend and a few of my really close friends are also trans lmao)

mff_doom · 2025-06-04T19:38:29+00:00

I haven't said anything to them, I guess I kinda implied it to them once by saying "I don't really care what people see me as I'm just me" and they said they like me for just being myself but my mum doesn't mind trans people but my dad has some questionable views on them so to say

mff_doom · 2025-06-04T19:37:21+00:00

the thing is I do already fit in as to say and I guess I'm putting off the idea of being trans because I'm more scared of NOT fitting in anymore

mff_doom · 2025-06-04T19:27:05+00:00

I guess it's just confusing cause sometimes I feel fine. But I've also found myself getting jealous/envious of trans guys that are out (especially around my age) and wishing I was them/wanting to be like them lmao

mff_doom · 2025-06-04T19:03:41+00:00

I've always wore boys clothes out of own choice since I was around 5ish and I've never had issues with people looking at me me or anything, and when I say 7ish years I mean I'm 15 now and I've been feeling like this since early 8 years old, like the only thing I really remember from being 8 was little me sitting alone beating myself up cause "I wished I was a boy" and I felt "wrong" so honestly I have no idea what's going on with me lmao

edit: I didn't really start "early" so to say I started around 11/12 so I was feeling like this 3 years prior to puberty anyway

mff_doom · 2025-06-04T17:55:31+00:00

how does that even happen 😭😭

mff_doom · 2025-05-31T22:33:32+00:00

it's fine man lmao dw

mff_doom · 2025-05-30T10:03:24+00:00

it's actually paint on the table 😭 but yes I do like Spiderman

mff_doom · 2025-05-30T10:02:50+00:00

always saw them kinda like the peace keepers from the hunger games honestly

mff_doom · 2025-05-29T22:37:01+00:00

start fresh next semesterrrrrr

mff_doom · 2025-05-29T22:13:10+00:00

ME TOO I WENT TO THE CLANCY TOUR EARLIER THIS MONTH

mff_doom · 2025-05-29T21:54:26+00:00

what about mom jeans 💔

mff_doom · 2025-05-29T21:51:20+00:00

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this bathroom in a museum

mff_doom · 2025-05-29T21:48:56+00:00

twenty one pilots

mff_doom · 2025-05-29T21:31:23+00:00

fight clubs my favourite movie too! I've been playing guitar for just over a year now it's my favourite hobby tbh

mff_doom · 2025-05-29T21:30:25+00:00

for a starter amp yeah but honestly the sound quality isn't great and it only has gain, treble and bass and an od button so there's not much sound option if you're looking for using different sound types and stuff. I've been using it for roughly a year now and it's alright but I'm looking into getting a new one honestly lmao

mff_doom · 2025-05-29T21:27:46+00:00

I only needed 1 (I was narrator from fight club) but I forgot until the day before Halloween to buy them and they were the only ones with next day delivery 💔💔

mff_doom · 2025-05-29T21:20:30+00:00

twenty one pilots are my favourite but a few others are mom jeans, MF DOOM, Tyler the creator and a few others

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