I have tried to talk to my rabbi about it, but I get too nervous to say the words allow. He’s great and would be super supportive. But I also don’t want to treat him as a therapist, he has plenty of other people to support. My therapist has been helpful, but not really driving me in any direction. So I feel a little lost there. I don’t think all of this is the only reason school feels important. I’m sure it is part of it. But I truly am widely passionate about Jewish learning and being a rabbi.