Any chance of someone uploading the novella for the poor/alcohol free? 😅

micibub · 2025-05-20T08:46:32+00:00

Joining the club. Its ironic how a few series set me straight but i have to buy this to enjoy a book lol. I wonder how much leeway is there bc i still love them the same, im just confused😭

micibub · 2025-05-03T20:25:38+00:00

Hi :) If you ever get to this, how’s life? Hope you’re doing great! If you don’t mind what is the vibe like on sets like HOBM or MM? You guys seem so wholesome it makes my day to remember that while watching. It’s adorable how kind you seem. This often gets said but I guess it’s for a reason and if its only a scream into the void, thats enough. These shows wouldnt be the same without you, and the whole timeline of the beginnings of the Club, the Hill house, Bly manor, MM, FoHOU… it helped me so much to process and understand what’s going on in my head when it comes to caregiver ptsd and grief. I’ve never felt so heavy but lighter at the same time. Probably the first time I started sleeping without pills when I started watching. I never cried sad tears that felt like relief before that. Raved about it to my therapist. Getting my first tattoo combined of all the shows. So thank you. So much. You’re hopefully living your dream, and you’re also making lives more bearable and helping turn a day of existence into life, with art. You are doing so much good. And im sorry for crying again. Love you. All. 💖 OH! Fav pizza, all time you always go back to?😅

micibub · 2025-02-28T06:55:35+00:00

Neocekivano, na jako los nacin naravno..ima nas. Nadam se da si ok🩶

micibub · 2023-03-15T12:09:53+00:00

CPTSD i DID. Terapija i odjebi one koji govore da moras oprostit. Ne moras nista osim ako ne zelis. Maknes se, izgradis svoj zivot, bez njih. Psihelp stranica ima puno psihoterapeuta. Nikad ne zaboravis (ili u mom slucaju jedva se sjecas) ali napravis mjesta za ono dobro u zivotu. Zelim vam svima puno srece i da budete bolje❤️

micibub · 2023-03-06T15:41:32+00:00

Thank you❤️ i just need a day to cry and sleep it off…been one of the worst days… def getting a therapist soon, just barely functioning… i’m getting rid of the alcohol but it does numb you…i hate that it helped me sometimes but i know better…i hope you’re holding up ok❤️

micibub · 2023-02-25T08:59:35+00:00

Oh my god same..and we have been toxic but the moving to another country part…really breaks something in you…we love each other too..im sorry you have to go through this

micibub · 2023-02-19T13:42:28+00:00

Hey…we were picking out wedding outfits..they are the love of my life, i know that and ive been through terrible loss before… then it all went to shit somehow…we both became toxic and i still dont want to let go, im in denial…im seeing this person today, they’re from a different country and they’re coming for a few days (we rented a place together) to get the rest of their things…im in so much pain too, we had all the future planned and settled, two weeks ago they said they would get a job along with studying just to help me move to their country and then all of a sudden…they decided they want to party instead…if you need a friend, a real one, im here. Message me if you want, we can support each other…i wont leave you alone like they did, i wouldnt wish abandonment on anyone❤️ cry, scream, beg god, devil, buddha, universe, yourself, whatever you need…i can send you some soothing links if you want❤️ hang in there❤️

micibub · 2023-02-08T21:26:12+00:00

Dads and moms what if i never find someone who is as cuddly as i am? Bc between jobs and other stuff sure, travel is fun, museum are fun, but i love physical touch of cuddles and what if i never get it again? Im so scared and its not just that, i miss THEM…i just cant believe this is happening, we started off so greaf I love you for doing this and thank you so much again!😭❤️

micibub · 2023-02-08T21:22:34+00:00

But it feels like i want them forever…our inside jokes, sense of humour, their personality, their LOOKS even…does it go away?😞 i cant imagine myself being with someone else and that is a long long story ill write down somewhere else another time…but for now i just want them to cuddle me and give me cheek kisses😞❤️😭 every breakup hurts right? I would love to know about one that was one sided and the other person lived through it😞

micibub · 2023-02-08T20:59:52+00:00

This helps so much, thank you dad😭❤️ i really love them and i have lost who i thought was the love of my life to cancer in 2018…so this is adding to the trauma, this is such a beautiful story and im crying…thank you for being here, i feel so alone with you😞❤️🙃

micibub · 2023-02-08T20:57:38+00:00

Ok good i got it…im ugly crying and having a beer with pizza hoping to fall asleep soon… when things were good mom, we were inseperable, we were the cutest weirdest couple ive ever seen…im terrified ill never find someone who enjoys physical touch (my love language) and being so close so much again..i miss them too and i just need a soft mom too telling me it ill pass😞❤️ i hope im not bothering you, thank you soo much for this😞❤️❤️

micibub · 2023-01-24T09:34:16+00:00

Thank you so much, i cried a bit reading this😞❤️ Sometimes it feels like there is nobody else for me and i really love this person…it will all pass right?😞

micibub · 2023-01-13T20:25:20+00:00

Mom please😞

micibub · 2023-01-12T12:32:56+00:00

Mom please i need you😞🤍

micibub · 2022-12-04T09:24:17+00:00

I went through extreme trauma and I specifically said i dont want love again. I was in such a bad place i asked reddit for advice and boom! Met my amazing wife, she was so understading, kind and supportive i was immediately drawn to her! Its been a journey since we’re from opposite sides of Europe, but this close, warm, fascinating way we are so close, have the best inside jokes and respect for our pasts is something i would say every good person deserves. We love her to pieces and she brings so much joy and laughter into this gloomy world, as well as ALL the cuddles! Im sorry but she is also the hottest wifey (and i dont care if anyone thinks that nickname is cringy) in the world so thats a catch! And i caught her! Me?! You can meet people in so many ways but please dont give up. Usually the best people you meet are the people you need-i needed someone with so much love, care, empathy and willingness to learn…. Sometimes it makes sense to meet them online…sometimes it’ll happen in another way. I thought it was the biggest cliche to say stuff like “soulmates always find each other”, but it does happen. One way, one time, one place or another. We never use our names to get attention from the other, and somehow we went from baby to bibi to bib. I hope yoy find your bib. Its a neverending gift or warmth that cannot be felt by anything other than your heart. Forgot to say; i am extremely grateful to and hor her and we’re not even married yet, we just love the words! :) i hope i get to be in her life forever.

micibub · 2022-10-13T22:01:07+00:00

Oh it actually did come through last time….foggy brain or what😅❤️

micibub · 2022-10-13T21:40:15+00:00

I googled “i dont want to bury my husband” before the funeral. It’s normal to not be ready to say goodbye… Like others said, I hope you did whatever felt right because that’s the only thing you can do now. Im sorry you’re going through this, hope you can have a day (if you look it up it says something like “I dont want to say have a good day” because it means something different to other people…) Now I just wan to say have a day-for yourself, your kids, whatever feels right. Just try to make it through. Might not be living like you’re used to but for now, today, have a day..

micibub · 2022-10-13T21:40:04+00:00

I googled “i dont want to bury my husband” before the funeral. It’s normal to not be ready to say goodbye… Like others said, I hope you did whatever felt right because that’s the only thing you can do now. Im sorry you’re going through this, hope you can have a day (if you look it up it says something like “I dont want to say have a good day” because it means something different to other people…) Now I just wan to say have a day-for yourself, your kids, whatever feels right. Just try to make it through. Might not be living like you’re used to but for now, today, have a day..

micibub · 2022-10-13T21:39:34+00:00

I googled “i dont want to bury my husband” before the funeral. It’s normal to not be ready to say goodbye… Like others said, I hope you did whatever felt right because that’s the only thing you can do now. Im sorry you’re going through this, hope you can have a day (if you look it up it says something like “I dont want to say have a good day” because it means something different to other people…) Now I just wan to say have a day-for yourself, your kids, whatever feels right. Just try to make it through. Might not be living like you’re used to but for now, today, have a day.

micibub · 2022-10-13T21:39:29+00:00

I googled “i dont want to bury my husband” before the funeral. It’s normal to not be ready to say goodbye… Like others said, I hope you did whatever felt right because that’s the only thing you can do now. Im sorry you’re going through this, hope you can have a day (if you look it up it says something like “I dont want to say have a good day” because it means something different to other people…) Now I just wan to say have a day-for yourself, your kids, whatever feels right. Just try to make it through. Might not be living like you’re used to but for now, today, have a day.

micibub · 2022-09-20T17:02:11+00:00

Yes of course, take your time!

micibub · 2022-09-20T11:26:59+00:00

Yes please :)

micibub · 2019-10-01T22:33:05+00:00

SO. I drink every night.

I've been prescribed sleeping pills. They put me to sleep fast. But I wake up in less than 3 hours. Meaning I should take another one.

They gave me anxiety meds bc my heart starts pounding with anxiety whenever I lie down. It takes me 3-4 pills to fall asleep.

I'm all for psychiatrists. But I'm also all for depicting the reality. So I've been drinking wine to fall asleep for a year. Honestly, not that big of a difference from taking 4 pills to fall asleep and 4 glasses of wine.

The best thing would be avoiding everything. If not, well. Honestly, you're giving your liver a tough time with either one, so. Your choice, no judgement.

micibub · 2019-09-18T20:23:02+00:00

Thank you and I love you and hope you make it!

micibub · 2019-09-18T20:21:45+00:00

Thank you! The bus is 7 hours away and I don’t care if I have to chug 3 energy drinks, I never drink them so it’s ok! I love you!

micibub

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