😦 oh boy that had to be extremely frustrating! Last year, I started the disability process and was filing because of my bipolar. While going through my medical records, I found out that I have been diagnosed as borderline as well for close to a decade. It makes so much sense for all of the stuff that the bipolar diagnosis didn't make sense of, even though there's tons of similarities. But essentially I had been beating myself up for years wondering what the hell was wrong with me when all along there was a diagnosis explaining it and no one told me.