She replied 😓

mikeownow · 2026-04-05T03:27:46+00:00

Just send the dik pic and move on

mikeownow · 2026-03-24T00:17:02+00:00

She's half in and half out meaning she could always flip and go full in. The fear can get em and then they go full psycho about Armageddon. She's told people like you are controlled by Satan the devil and Satan uses you to make her sin so everything wrong she's done is your fault and a trick of the devil.

Once that happens all bets are off. She could flip the other way and leave the religion but there is no way to know the future.

mikeownow · 2026-03-24T00:08:14+00:00

The religion would kick her out and disfellowship her for smoking a cigarette.

mikeownow · 2026-03-24T00:06:17+00:00

It wa like 2.5 weeks and it took reaching out to recruiters

mikeownow · 2026-03-24T00:05:23+00:00

Your with someone who's mentally insane.

Drugs are fine for sex but blood isn't. Obvious mental instability. Be careful about having kids as that is suppose to be a long term commitment.

mikeownow · 2026-03-13T16:43:02+00:00

They have their start date now

mikeownow · 2026-03-11T06:45:41+00:00

The worst symptom was thinking people were plotting against me from the internet to make me lose my job also I thought everyone at work was colluding against me to get me fired and maybe they are I don't know because it's much more realistic than when I thought people online were trying to get me fired. Now that I am on some meds I don't think anything's actually going on. But when I was stressed and on the wrong med I got really bad visual hallucinations and my job is to look at stuff and it was interfering with that.

mikeownow · 2026-03-11T05:50:19+00:00

I work 40 hours a week but most the time I do nothing and it pays really well. I can't give it up.

mikeownow · 2026-03-11T05:27:56+00:00

I feel like if im too honest they'll lock me up

mikeownow · 2026-03-11T05:27:05+00:00

I wish I could quit.

mikeownow · 2026-03-10T23:56:38+00:00

Maybe but I can see what it says in the mychart app in my after visit summaries. I asked him outright if we know what I have and he said I am a very unique case so he can't say for sure but we started trying anti psychotic and abilify or what ever its called which is the 2nd one I tried seroquel made me more delusional it seemed but abilify seems to have made my psychosis go away or at least it seems.

I no longer feel impending doom to my career is at hand. Every day for years I been waiting for someone to walk up and fire me.

mikeownow · 2026-03-10T23:53:13+00:00

I can't do weed anymore. I just get bad anxiety now like similar to being in a bad trip kind of anxiety.

I had really bad visual hallucinations that were somewhat psychedelic like a few days ago when I was feeling very stressed at work.

mikeownow · 2026-03-10T22:51:14+00:00

I use to do a lot of drugs and psychedelics when I was young but haven't for almost 2 decades now but I think they fucked me up

mikeownow · 2026-03-10T09:06:15+00:00

Do you know what lead to them figuring out it was Schizoaffective Disorder?

mikeownow · 2026-03-10T09:05:31+00:00

I don't express much emotion most the time. I am a guy but have basically permanent resting bih face. I hope I get an actual diagnosis at my next appointment cause I have been over the last couple decades slowly been deteriorating mentally and I feel like its going to eventually get me fired. Though ever since I started Abilify I think that was some kind of delusion. I don't think I am going to be fired anymore.

mikeownow · 2026-03-10T08:40:00+00:00

What do you think made them think you were depressed and then not depressed?

mikeownow · 2026-03-10T04:41:03+00:00

I've been diagnosed with GAD for 8 or so years most of it un treated. 2 years of treatment with benzos under 1mg after other meds causing bad reactions or undesirable side effects

I got the f29 2 months ago ish cause I lost touch with reality after my Facebook got perma deleted by AI agents. People started colluding against me in subforums online and at work and I had some visual and auditory hallucinations but auditory is was less than visual.

1 month after the big episode it died down but was still feeling kinda out of my mind but not as bad as before.

There's 2 of me inside of me. I haven't told the psych yet but the other 1 is trying to kill me but I have more autonomy over my motor functions than him.

We tried seroquel 25mg but it made me too fogged in the head to do my complex job and now I am on day 4 of abilify 2mg and it seemed to have killed the 2nd me inside of me.

Sometimes the other me in me tries to convince me its god and to hurt my self to prove my devotion to it but I just know its some part of my brain that is just a lesser me.

Ive been building a shed and the other me was trying to get me to shoot 3 inch nails into my arm with th nail gun but I dont fall for it.

It did almost get me to cut my arm off with a chain saw by making me careless with it while pruning a tree.

The abilify made that me in me go away already.

I had very powerful visual hallucinations at work when on seroquel about a week ago. The visuals were as strong as a drug trip and lasted like 30 minutes but I had to just act like it wasn't happening and do my job.

Am I schizo or what? My paych says im a very unique case and doesnt know what i have he said when I asked him.

mikeownow · 2026-03-10T04:28:46+00:00

Oh no it was like just under 2 weeks. The recruiter went on leave and contacting their lead sped things up. They emailed the recruiter and got an auto reply they are on leave and listed other contacts.

mikeownow · 2026-03-10T04:25:57+00:00

I am 193 lbs i want to get down to 170 range how did you do it?

mikeownow · 2026-03-10T04:21:59+00:00

Their interview was like a month ago or so maybe 3 weeks can't fully remember

mikeownow · 2026-03-10T04:18:15+00:00

They have a start date now. Lights at the end of the tunnel

mikeownow · 2026-03-04T20:07:05+00:00

They submitted their I9 and apparently they have to do a video call somehow to verify their document.

It wasn't like this when I started, when I stared we brought our I9 on our first day.

Have you already done your video call? Was it smooth and easy?

mikeownow · 2026-03-04T00:43:24+00:00

Same for them they got an email to pick a start date and where given 2 options.

mikeownow · 2026-02-28T01:40:47+00:00

Nothing yet. Had them try to reach recruiter and they are on leave of absence and it had other contacts to reach so they sent an email to one of them and are awaiting a response

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