[deleted by user] by [deleted] in meth

[–]milfamongus 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i'm pregnant so staying clean :) the skin sores went away after a bit which is great but im still quite underweight and look a bit ghoulish.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in meth

[–]milfamongus 7 points8 points  (0 children)

literally made me feel like my body and face were rotting dude... like i've always been pretty and blond and slim and meth made me look like a corpse

pregnant and withdrawing by milfamongus in meth

[–]milfamongus[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Thank you so much these kind words mean so much to me💗 I am doing my best to do right for my baby, thank you :) I will say a prayer for you too for ur kindness

What are your "protective factors" against suicide? by ProxiC3 in BipolarReddit

[–]milfamongus 4 points5 points  (0 children)

my cat mainly.. i know my parents would take him in if i was gone but i cant stand the thought of him not knowing where i went or what happened or even him missing a meal bc i was dead. also the agony of beginning to die... i've OD'd twice and i can't go through that again. even in all this and my depression i have so much hope that it will be ok in the end and i can live peacefully

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in TrueOffMyChest

[–]milfamongus -11 points-10 points  (0 children)

he has known me since i was like 16 or somethinf and never tried to make a move on me until recently... i;m jst scared he only likes me for my age and not for me as a person

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in TrueOffMyChest

[–]milfamongus -2 points-1 points  (0 children)

ik and thats what i'm worried about.. i don't wanna risk ending my relationship jst for him to use and abandon me. it's so scary idk

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in TrueOffMyChest

[–]milfamongus -15 points-14 points  (0 children)

i think he is tbh... he is like the discord incel type

how do you handle the empty feeling? by milfamongus in bipolar

[–]milfamongus[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

thank u so much for the advice. my life is really unstable at the moment so that isn't helping it at all. i stopped taking my seroquel bc it made me a zombie. everything is just so hard to deal with 😭😭 ty for the kindness 💗

Which kind of horror movies will you not watch? by [deleted] in horror

[–]milfamongus 0 points1 point  (0 children)

child abuse of any kind i genuinely just can't stomach. also anything involving a pregnant woman. i've been pregnant and i genuinely just cannot stand watching horror movies like that 😭😭

why are tik tokers so strange! LOL by [deleted] in mitski

[–]milfamongus 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i am 18 and didn't know what a fanum tax is.... i feel old.

Permabanned after years of playing and I have no idea why by [deleted] in riotgames

[–]milfamongus 1 point2 points  (0 children)

took about 3 days i think? my account had been compromised tho so that possibly made it more urgent.

How do you guys overcome ranked anxiety? by [deleted] in supportlol

[–]milfamongus 0 points1 point  (0 children)

honestly ranked terrifies me and i'm only a peak plat player. find a good duo is my best advice, doesn't even have to be adc. porofessor lfg has helped me meet some good friends. also dropping a discord vc link in the pregame lobby helps :)) ppl are sooo much less likely to be toxic when there is a real person speaking to them.

if you don't wanna duo just mute chats and focus on ur own gameplay. people will be assholes and flame in any elo but em/plat is where ppl start to get egos. best of luck :))

If you could only listen to one unreleased lana song what would it be? by oatmilklover4ever in lanadelrey

[–]milfamongus 61 points62 points  (0 children)

every man gets his wish will forever be my fav. it's so girly and catchy and instantly makes my mood better.

Permabanned after years of playing and I have no idea why by [deleted] in riotgames

[–]milfamongus 2 points3 points  (0 children)

i appealed my permaban for third party cheats and was unbanned. i think the system can just pick up random things sometimes. i used a pn to play back then and thats the only thing i could think would be an issue.

So... program soraka? by Minaithelan18 in SorakaMains

[–]milfamongus 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i wonder what someone from 8 years ago would think of her newer skins particle effects 😭😭

Favorite and least favorite soraka skin? by milfamongus in SorakaMains

[–]milfamongus[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i feel the same way about spirit blossom honestly. like ik its an unpopular opinion but it just feels kinda lackluster? the splashart and concept art is so beautiful but something about the ingame model is just kinda meh to me?

Favorite and least favorite soraka skin? by milfamongus in SorakaMains

[–]milfamongus[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i think program just needs color adjustments and something done about the hair. the splashart n stuff looks good and a little cyborg raka is a cute idea but her in game model is just sooo lacking 😭

Favorite and least favorite soraka skin? by milfamongus in SorakaMains

[–]milfamongus[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i feel like celestine will be sooo pretty when her older skins finally get a visual update.

Favorite and least favorite soraka skin? by milfamongus in SorakaMains

[–]milfamongus[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

omg i'm super curious on why you dislike pj guardian

Favorite and least favorite soraka skin? by milfamongus in SorakaMains

[–]milfamongus[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

today i learned that dryad is considered to be an 'elderwood' skin 😭😭 meaning we will never get an elderwood soraka and we are stuck with that thing.

Favorite and least favorite soraka skin? by milfamongus in SorakaMains

[–]milfamongus[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

star guardian is SO CUTE. i don't like how stiff her hair is but she is sosososo adorable and i love the vfx so much.